Hey, everybody. I've been putting off writing this journal for quite a while, which I regret very much indeed. This text has been in my draft for quite a long time and has been rewritten from time to time from my condition.

As you may have noticed I don't post or draw anything - it's true. Since the end of January my mental health has been very bad and my anxiety has kept me from seeing a doctor for a long time, please don't repeat this because the longer you procrastinate the more it will come back to you, as it happened to me.

At the end of February I gathered all my strength in a fist and asked for help and got it, but at one point the prescribed medication just stopped helping and I was reassigned treatment, which started to help and really got me out of this hole, but everything soon returned to normal and again I have a hard time functioning.
On top of my own problems, I also have a pet that got sick and now I'm worried about him too. :(
At the moment I am again on another course of antidepressants and I try to give time to myself - walks, socializing with loved ones, I do not forget to take a tablet to draw, but nothing goes further than sketches.
All those who are waiting for their works - please forgive me, I'm trying to get better so that with new strength to please you with content.

And one more little tidbit: since my deferred money has started running out due to endless spending on meds and doctor's office space, I think I'll post some new YCH, but painting them will be delayed indefinitely.


take care of yourself