NUMBERS!!!

Last month, I did drawing for 21 of 30 days, and I posted on 5.

This month, I did drawing for 1 of 31 days, and I posted on 0.

I Should Probably Explain Myself...

Basically, a whole bunch of stuff happened:

1. Table arrival – Took about a week to build
2. Work insanity – Work took its toll on me last month
3. Death in Family and Funeral – Self explanatory
4. Friend gathering – Very necessary after the former
5. Internet maintenance – My luck in a nutshell

All of this compounded into me not wanting to do digital art, or me being physically unable to for almost every day of the month.

Make no mistake, I am not FORCING myself to draw. Drawing does give me happiness, and is a great escape from reality. However, I am also someone who has limits on how much they can take in a week before collapsing into a heap on the bed. I’ll admit, a lot of days last month ended with me not wanting to do anything relating to physical or mental exertion. Working around my tiny mouse to draw does not help matters.

I hope that this month will be less insane.

Goals

2 out of 5 goals complete last month was not what I was planning, nor what I wanted. I am going to attempt to do most of them again THIS month and hoping that no cosmic forces try to stop me.

1. Get a drawing tablet within the first half of May.
2. Post on 10 of 31 days.
3. Draw on 15 of 31 days.
4. Watch at least one art video on the days that I draw.
5. Build any other furniture that gets sent to my house in a timeframe of less than 1 week.

I’m going to make this work somehow. It’s gonna happen unless a natural disaster strikes or another part of my body decides to fail me.

Other Stuff

I have changed my mind about the dream diary upload. The first half will be uploaded after the end of June, as it’s already getting quite large.

Writing has not been a focus on account of me trying to survive last month.

Bad leg is still bad but getting less bad. It basically has its full range of motion back, but gets crunchy and sometimes painful if I move it in ways it doesn’t like.

Also, just as a last minute update to leave no ambiguity on my mental state, I don't think I'm depressed. Exhausted and a little burnt out? Sure. But not depressed.