I'm here at Seaquestria Fest it's been wonderfully relaxing in reality while well my wife, as well as 3 friends, and one person whom is very much a Totally Not Civilian Contractor, are all telling me to get ready to leave the US.

Meanwhile others are telling me to NOT go anywhere and keep acting like things are business as normal.

All I wanna do is stream, do panels, and write books. I wish I could just do those things.

The saying goodbye part is the very real part of my heart that is telling me I may have to leave and never return to the place I was born. That sucks. It hurts.

I'm going to be having a talk with someone tonight, see where they stand and what they are doing as well as what we should be doing.

Further, my top 3 patreons and 2 of my biggest tippers are unable to provide anymore due to loss of jobs or government assistance in one case (He's a veteran, they owe him). So it's a real struggle bus right now to get editing done, get artwork done, get video editing done, or just to in general feel like I'm not just barely scraping by.

I've got money set aside for book printing but right now, it's like 25 copies which tells me the economy really is that bad. I'm an entertainer and writer, I'm here to try to make you imagine or be distracted from your woes yet here i am sharing mine. I should get more FoE and Feathers and Federation Work done so I can get other stuff re-written as well. Hopefully new chapters of both will be ready to release to the public next week.

Thanks for reading this rambling.

Fiaura