To my friends and anyone on my commission queue who's still reading this, I want to apologise for my prolonged absence.

The short explanation is: I'm a stupid idiot baby who bit off more than they could chew.

The long explanation (that I won't blame you for skipping) is that when I started doing commissions, I was in a pretty good place and honestly believed I was handling everything. But I was wrong.
I then kept telling myself over and over that I could just get back into the right mindset somehow and get done what people wanted, but I was wrong about that too, and things kept getting worse to the point that I haven't managed to draw anything at all in months.

So for now, as redundant as it feels to say after so many months, I'm cancelling the commission queue. I will keep the list saved, and if I decide to try again in the future, I'll PM people to ask if they still want to be on it.