okay, my old pc decided to conk out in may, so meaning i do not have any files backed up that were created maybe a month before my last backup.

this includes ych wips and commission wips x_x. i'm so upset cause i had such cute adopts and ychs in there and its just goneEEE

though, i do now have a new pc and it has also been giving me problems but its manageable for now (been having to fight HP about it and about too when i have time again.)
upon startup, its like roulette... will my mouse lag and then crash/bsod or will everythign be fine? this pc has been through maybe 4 restarts and its persistent (even had it sent to HP and they did only a reboot too :I) i'm at a loss here.
everything should be up to date, bios, drivers, and the like and yet this issue has been on going. (it still happens with the stock keyboard and mouse too)
anyways, basically this has been happening since june.

OH and since im on a new pc, i do not have my program i use for art anymore because i used to use a yarhar sai for years. i do plan on buying the program when i can. moneys been tight since having to buy this pc and my partners recent hospital bill put us at a set back for a bit. we're still working towards our goals and i hope maybe next year or soon we can leave this place. @_@ (also thank you for anyone whos helped or supported me♥) we'll be okay for now, and hoping nothing else comes up.

for the time being ill be fighting with clip studio paint, and ill also be posting what i can. (sorry if it looks a bit different lol its so hard to navigate this)

ill always be appreciative of all the support these years, it sbeen a rough few years i know but im looking forward to a greater future soon, i hope.

just been super hesitant on coming back and updating since i've just been just fighting with this pc, paying bills and working hard.


anyways to sum it up, old pc dead, recent files gone, fighting with new pc problems, paying off hospital bills, and working hard for our goals of moving out.

thank you again.