Boring without a nemesis.

I said this at the time not thinking about another person or the fictional context of a story and lore.

The phrase came to me thinking about all those years I spent confronting myself, as if two opposing people in the same body were arguing. Because of their different ways of being, thinking, and reacting.

Living like that for so long was my way of being. It had its good points, like questioning everything, even myself. But the moments that got out of control were total chaos, self-torture, self-destruction.

In the end, it all boiled down to something very simple, but very complex to reach that conclusion.

"Even though those parts are different and opposite, both are based on the same center." That is, the same unwavering ethics and morals.

Understanding this makes the reconciliation of both parts inevitable.

The problems and self-confrontations are over.

I don't know how you all see it, if it happens to you or has happened to you. It feels strange to miss something that isn't good and that you wanted to get rid of.