Uh... Hello? Is this thing on? <tap tap tap> Seems to be working fine... uh-huh... Ah, great! That's a very good sign. Phoo! I thought for a moment there...

Ah! Sorry about that... I was just testing out if my FurAffinity Journal is still functioning. These things can get pretty rusty from neglect, y'know?

Speaking of neglect, I been observing for a while I was neglecting a lot of things. You cannot imagine! Which is why I am writing this entry now... and of course to push down the really outdated previous entry, as the political violence sure did subside over the many months, if not totally halt, which I doubt. Anyway...

FurAffinity is only one of the many places on the internet I've been neglecting a lot! In fact, I haven't even updated my deviantART in like more than a year (although this might break in, hopefully, the next few weeks, or I sure hope so)!! Which is seriously bad in many ways, as my deviantART gallery is my biggest art gallery online, and what is worse is that I witnessed myself actually loosing +watches over there (while ironically I'm gaining them over here... people really love fapping to erotic fanart, and not to mention I did update my FurAffinity a few times this year, unlike my deviantART so far)...

So... what is the reason for all the neglect? Maybe you might balantly blame myself, but I can think of other reasons...

In case you didn't know, I finally graduated this summer with a BFA degree for Graphic Design... I was recommended to continue for the Masters, but I chose unemployment instead for the time being. As of now, I am still pretty much being in a "no life" moment and am pretty much jobless, but I am somewhat still looking. It annoys my parents that I'm spending my free time non-constructively, but it wouldn't have bothered them this much if it wasn't for the Plan which they have been planning for the last four years, but that is another story. Just understand that I need have a job in a month or two from now or else I'll be suffering badly, even worse will happen than simply me neglecting my personal projects on and offline! Okay, I might be exaggerating a little, but it will come to that in the long term anyway.

Okay, now that you got a clear, general picture about what's going on with my life currently, I just need to say the reason I had neglected the many months before was in favour of graduating school, as it was the toughest time yet! That is pretty much over now, and I should've had loads of free time since July, but I wasted it in various ways which you cannot believe are viable excuses! I would've have finally worked on many things indeed for the public view, but I instead spent most of my time playing video games, staying in bed, simply increasing my collection of saved erotic pics, visiting relatives often, and pretty much anything else which is destroying my health and sanity. I would've pointed out examples in my personal blog, but I've been neglecting that too! Hoo!

There's also the fact that, as much as I still draw well often, I'm very picky about what to upload online. Some people I know understand this very well.

This is all I am mentioning at the moment for this entry, as I'm, per se, informing everyone what's going on with me and why I'm not updating my gallery as often as I am supposed to, relatively compared to other people on FurAffinity. I am very aware how some people really adore my art, style, and content. So... anyone have words for what I can do to restore order in my life, and motivate me to start getting busy art-wise again for the sake of uploading more stuff in my gallery?

And... oh yeah... before I forget, in case you're wondering (depending whether you follow and/or remember old news), I STILL do not have a new computer of my own! Which means I still am using a shared unit where I do not get "enough" time on.

I wish I could say more... but this is all I have so far...

See you later, people.