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Fursuiter | Registered: Feb 2, 2012 03:43
Current Icon by myself :3
Relationship status: Single (I feel so alone in this fandom)
If anything happens to me. I just wanna say I love you guys
Jackie, Jenna (who's no longer with us😢) and so many others...
I want you all to know I care about you, and some of you I love you!
(This is just because of the time we live in)
I know that.. well I know you'll probably never see this but I forgive you for a lot of things. I know that our love probably wasn't real and that's ok. I just wish we could of been friends. I just wish I didn't have to feel like you hate me. But I assume it's because of the way I was born. I get it.
I wish there was a way we could both understand eachother.
I... just don't understand.
I wish you could have talked to me more before you disappeared and I legitimately was concerned for you. I wish we could talk now. But not about the past.
TBH devvy. I just want closure.. but I know it's to late for that.
I understand you're probably upset with me and I get it. I wish there was some way to get some sort of redemption out of it. I don't want revenge or anything like that. But do I really deserve all of this? I know you probably weren't intentionally trying to hurt me.. but I feel like I don't deserve any of this. I would understand it if I had hurt you first then I'd feel I'd deserve it.
But maybe I do 😥
I'm giving you the benefit of the dought. I just want to think you did all this to hurt me on purpose because someone hurt you and I was an easy target for you to hurt.
I don't want to belive that, that's what this was all about... because I still think you liked me. But it's hard to understand if you did or if I matterd to you at all. It's harash the way you treat me compared to people who hurt you.
But its easier to hurt me because I care so I understand why you'd do that.
Look I get it If I'm a pos sometimes but it's frustrating that I get treated the way I do by so many and I try to not to be mean or angry with them. But everyone I care about, just disappeares.. or they ignore me forever and I wish I could understand that. Because I'd feel guilty for you if you felt the same way towards me.
Look if I was just someone you wanted to hurt. I understand why people do that. Not something I'd do. But I forgive you if that's what it was. I hope someday we can talk again. I also understand you might not want to because you might feel guilty? I don't want you to feel guilty or burdened by the past. I try not to. I'm not always like this. Somedays I'm stronger and don't think about stuff like this but other days it's all I can think about and it gets to me and I wish I didn't let it get to me.
That's why I wish I could have clouser of some kind. Sorry for reaching out so many times. It's just. You matter to me and I was worried something happened to you. I thought by now we could have talked about.. something or anything. I apologize if I ever hurt you or your feelings I don't want to do that. I just miss you alot.
I just.. just wish you didn't hate me. I feel like you only hate me.. and I just don't get why. That or maybe you can't face me because of the tremendous guilt you feel; or that'll open old wounds that I don't know of. Did I hurt you?
I just don't get the whole silent treatment? Maybe it's because I'm emotional and you're afraid to hurt me? But honestly the wondering why hurts more the anything. Sometimes I wish you'd be brutally honest and tell me you hate me; because that would make sense more then anything. But I think you've told me in the past you didn't but I can see why you might now.
Am I really that bad? Did you leave the Fandom because of me? I know it's probably for other reasons. Well atleast I hope.
Sometimes I wish you'd do the right thing at least and give my some form of closure at least.
Sometimes I wish you could have sent the badge you made me.. but I know it's probably in a landfill somewhere (like. where I belong.)
But I understand why'd you do that if you did.
You know I just figured at least someday you'd come to so realization or understanding on how I might feel? Or you where burdened by guilt from overthinking it and beliveing youre a bad person. (Not saying you are but you know just in case you struggle with those feelings? I hope not)
I left that up to you if you had wanted to make things up to me if you had felt like it for your own clouser or whatever.
Plus I kinda care about you don't want Karma to come after you a do something. Not like it matters I don't really believe karma exists. But sometimes we have to be responsible to eachother.
You know I never confronted you on certain things you promised me. Was I supposed to do that? Cause I thought it would have been inappropriate to do so; I cared about you 3land didn't want to hurt you in some way. Even wh
You had asked me a buy you a furrsuit which Ihad done because I was in love with you and i cared about you; I was kinda reluctant to do it (beause i wouldn'thave done it knowing you'd took it and me for granted)
You had told me you would marry me and have my children if I bought "trouble" for you; I
dought ill here any one tell me that ever again and that and you'd make me a fursuit if I had done.
I never demanded any of those thingsI care abou
I'm sorry I'm so toxic...
CharChar i still care about you alot. And I'm sorry about everything. Sometimes I just wish you could have seen things from my perspective. I know I was a bad friend to you. But I actually care about you. I wasn't trying to get in the middle of any of your relationships I just wanted you to understand my sexuality and that it's hard for me to be with people...
That's why I wasn't trying to get or wanted to be in the middle of any of your relationships.
I just wanted to feel like someone could "save" me
hello this is the fursuit account to JFoxx or
Kaz_3000 :3
my suit (s) are made by
JFoxx
donthugcacti
groups and stuff:
I make sandwiches for them!
((Sometimes I feel committing suicide is the only way to fix what's broken about me))
Relationship status: Single (I feel so alone in this fandom)
If anything happens to me. I just wanna say I love you guys
Jackie, Jenna (who's no longer with us😢) and so many others...I want you all to know I care about you, and some of you I love you!
(This is just because of the time we live in)
I know that.. well I know you'll probably never see this but I forgive you for a lot of things. I know that our love probably wasn't real and that's ok. I just wish we could of been friends. I just wish I didn't have to feel like you hate me. But I assume it's because of the way I was born. I get it.I wish there was a way we could both understand eachother.
I... just don't understand.
I wish you could have talked to me more before you disappeared and I legitimately was concerned for you. I wish we could talk now. But not about the past.
TBH devvy. I just want closure.. but I know it's to late for that.
I understand you're probably upset with me and I get it. I wish there was some way to get some sort of redemption out of it. I don't want revenge or anything like that. But do I really deserve all of this? I know you probably weren't intentionally trying to hurt me.. but I feel like I don't deserve any of this. I would understand it if I had hurt you first then I'd feel I'd deserve it.
But maybe I do 😥
I'm giving you the benefit of the dought. I just want to think you did all this to hurt me on purpose because someone hurt you and I was an easy target for you to hurt.
I don't want to belive that, that's what this was all about... because I still think you liked me. But it's hard to understand if you did or if I matterd to you at all. It's harash the way you treat me compared to people who hurt you.
But its easier to hurt me because I care so I understand why you'd do that.
Look I get it If I'm a pos sometimes but it's frustrating that I get treated the way I do by so many and I try to not to be mean or angry with them. But everyone I care about, just disappeares.. or they ignore me forever and I wish I could understand that. Because I'd feel guilty for you if you felt the same way towards me.
Look if I was just someone you wanted to hurt. I understand why people do that. Not something I'd do. But I forgive you if that's what it was. I hope someday we can talk again. I also understand you might not want to because you might feel guilty? I don't want you to feel guilty or burdened by the past. I try not to. I'm not always like this. Somedays I'm stronger and don't think about stuff like this but other days it's all I can think about and it gets to me and I wish I didn't let it get to me.
That's why I wish I could have clouser of some kind. Sorry for reaching out so many times. It's just. You matter to me and I was worried something happened to you. I thought by now we could have talked about.. something or anything. I apologize if I ever hurt you or your feelings I don't want to do that. I just miss you alot.
I just.. just wish you didn't hate me. I feel like you only hate me.. and I just don't get why. That or maybe you can't face me because of the tremendous guilt you feel; or that'll open old wounds that I don't know of. Did I hurt you?
I just don't get the whole silent treatment? Maybe it's because I'm emotional and you're afraid to hurt me? But honestly the wondering why hurts more the anything. Sometimes I wish you'd be brutally honest and tell me you hate me; because that would make sense more then anything. But I think you've told me in the past you didn't but I can see why you might now.
Am I really that bad? Did you leave the Fandom because of me? I know it's probably for other reasons. Well atleast I hope.
Sometimes I wish you'd do the right thing at least and give my some form of closure at least.
Sometimes I wish you could have sent the badge you made me.. but I know it's probably in a landfill somewhere (like. where I belong.)
But I understand why'd you do that if you did.
You know I just figured at least someday you'd come to so realization or understanding on how I might feel? Or you where burdened by guilt from overthinking it and beliveing youre a bad person. (Not saying you are but you know just in case you struggle with those feelings? I hope not)
I left that up to you if you had wanted to make things up to me if you had felt like it for your own clouser or whatever.
Plus I kinda care about you don't want Karma to come after you a do something. Not like it matters I don't really believe karma exists. But sometimes we have to be responsible to eachother.
You know I never confronted you on certain things you promised me. Was I supposed to do that? Cause I thought it would have been inappropriate to do so; I cared about you 3land didn't want to hurt you in some way. Even wh
You had asked me a buy you a furrsuit which Ihad done because I was in love with you and i cared about you; I was kinda reluctant to do it (beause i wouldn'thave done it knowing you'd took it and me for granted)
You had told me you would marry me and have my children if I bought "trouble" for you; I
dought ill here any one tell me that ever again and that and you'd make me a fursuit if I had done.
I never demanded any of those thingsI care abou
I'm sorry I'm so toxic...
CharChar i still care about you alot. And I'm sorry about everything. Sometimes I just wish you could have seen things from my perspective. I know I was a bad friend to you. But I actually care about you. I wasn't trying to get in the middle of any of your relationships I just wanted you to understand my sexuality and that it's hard for me to be with people...
That's why I wasn't trying to get or wanted to be in the middle of any of your relationships.
I just wanted to feel like someone could "save" me
hello this is the fursuit account to JFoxx or
Kaz_3000 :3 my suit (s) are made by
JFoxx
donthugcactigroups and stuff:
I make sandwiches for them!((Sometimes I feel committing suicide is the only way to fix what's broken about me))
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"Practic what it is you preach" poem
a year ago
We maybe new to you
But where as old as the dirt we've shoveld..
And the fields we've tiled for hopefull plentiful yields
We manifest a difference then what you protest.
But our grit is gold, our labor isn't sold to your prevarcation, and deliberate spreading of useless disinformation.
You use and abuse the averge proletariat; yet bestow granduer to faux accyolites, that in return let there lust for superiority betray you and your authority; come in due time.
You act as of you walk that walk and boy do you talk...
If your gonna preach it; let us not only hear it but I better see it or I'll make you sing it otherwise why say it just so we all hear it?
Write it down as if you ever did it never once have you ever done it or maybe I've just never seen it? but you lied as if you showed it to parade it? Like as if it was that blatant and your a martyr for it, as if your the representation of it? Why? Only because you preach it, no your just narsasastic and think highly for yourself and others who never had it.
Yet you preach it as if I ever needed to deal with it, get off it your high on your on supply yet you never heard of the 10 Crack commandments? And no that's not a drug reference I just see you seem to like to shit where you eat, that's a mystery to me cause you seem to intelligent for this to be but clearly you lack clairvoyance for the street. You shouldn't waste an education on a frivolous occupation, are we a charity you can attach your name to so you can show off to your friends too? Never do I quiet understand you, nor will I ever respect you (I lost my respect for you if it was even there to begin with)
It only seems that I was to blame for everything was really all me or was I your pawn so you can preach about it like it's a matter of fact when now that's all dought cause you had to get rid of me to make people see the error in your....
oh please you only care what's in-between your sheets you don't care if I no longer breath I've had it with you and your mindless sheep, constant arguing and misery, lost count of sleep I couldn't even eat and all you breed was toxicity all cause' you don't practice what it is you preach.
Fuck you and your gentrification only to support endless romantic greed.
To my ex employer and her cronies and there lies fuck you twice
But where as old as the dirt we've shoveld..
And the fields we've tiled for hopefull plentiful yields
We manifest a difference then what you protest.
But our grit is gold, our labor isn't sold to your prevarcation, and deliberate spreading of useless disinformation.
You use and abuse the averge proletariat; yet bestow granduer to faux accyolites, that in return let there lust for superiority betray you and your authority; come in due time.
You act as of you walk that walk and boy do you talk...
If your gonna preach it; let us not only hear it but I better see it or I'll make you sing it otherwise why say it just so we all hear it?
Write it down as if you ever did it never once have you ever done it or maybe I've just never seen it? but you lied as if you showed it to parade it? Like as if it was that blatant and your a martyr for it, as if your the representation of it? Why? Only because you preach it, no your just narsasastic and think highly for yourself and others who never had it.
Yet you preach it as if I ever needed to deal with it, get off it your high on your on supply yet you never heard of the 10 Crack commandments? And no that's not a drug reference I just see you seem to like to shit where you eat, that's a mystery to me cause you seem to intelligent for this to be but clearly you lack clairvoyance for the street. You shouldn't waste an education on a frivolous occupation, are we a charity you can attach your name to so you can show off to your friends too? Never do I quiet understand you, nor will I ever respect you (I lost my respect for you if it was even there to begin with)
It only seems that I was to blame for everything was really all me or was I your pawn so you can preach about it like it's a matter of fact when now that's all dought cause you had to get rid of me to make people see the error in your....
oh please you only care what's in-between your sheets you don't care if I no longer breath I've had it with you and your mindless sheep, constant arguing and misery, lost count of sleep I couldn't even eat and all you breed was toxicity all cause' you don't practice what it is you preach.
Fuck you and your gentrification only to support endless romantic greed.
To my ex employer and her cronies and there lies fuck you twice
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