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Satanae gloria aeterna | Registered: August 17, 2019 11:09:10 AM
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Warlock of Satan Lucifer
(read about that here)
| HE / HIM / HIS |
| Spiritual Satanist | Transspecies Dragon |
| Nature lover | Metaller | Misanthropic |
Name: Lapis L'Azuri
Nationality: Hell
Age: Too young and yet too old
Species: Transspecies Dragon
Sexuality: Transgender Male, non-binary
Sexual Orientation: Asexual, not interested
Education: Scientific - Ecology, Botany master degree
Arts: Digital & Traditional, Photography, Music, Literature
Zodiac Sign: Cancer / Woodpecker / Earth Dragon
Spiritual Element: Hellfire / Fire / Water
Country of residence: Bulgaria
About me: I'm weird, always been, in fact I tend to stand out among weirdos. I'm crazy, I've been called deranged, delusional -- I've been called many things despite that I am painfully rational (it's painful to me often times). I'm autistic, but even that is just the surface. The truth is, I am as odd as I am because I've spent most of my life digging out my past life memories and identity, and I am more who I was before than anything. I've never fit in this world and I never will.
Spiritually: I'm a Spiritual Satanist, Dedicated and fiercely loyal to Satan and the Demons, so clearly nothing offensive and against Him or Them is welcome on my pages. I am also fiercely against xnity and the other abrahamic religions, so anything along those lines is not and never will be welcome here either.
I was a Dragon in my past life, my past Dragon identity is quite intact, I have plenty of past life memories, of my Dragon family, of the world I come from (which my fantasy stories are very, very loosely based on), and of course of Satan and the Demons, seen as my allegiance with Them predates this life by a long time. Where I come from, Nature is the World, and civilization can only thrive in harmony with Her. To me, the world of humans here is bizarre and corrupt, unfathomable in how it is ruled by greed, in such arrogance, stupidity and chosen blindness, and how all other Life is neglected and abused, without zero consideration, is mildly said abominable in my eyes. This is something I cannot understand and do not want to, because it deserves no understanding whatsoever.
In Life: Spirituality and my past self are the most important part of my life, and I live up to my true self as much as I can. I may not disclose all I am in my everyday, but I likewise don't pretend to be something I'm not. If you hear me joking around that I'm a Dragon and talk to Demons, you should know I'm not joking at all. From within, I'm not human and most people who are open-minded enough feel it long before I choose to share about it.
The other important thing about me, I view all things through the prism of environmental impact and evolution, with the viewpoint of non-human beings (including plants) considered. This makes a lot of things that seem harmless to most people, be unacceptable and immoral to me. If I react harshly to something you say or do, this is a very likely reason why. My mind is analytical, I can't help but think along the lines of the bigger picture, I look beyond the superficial and see the connections between things without even trying, having a lot of underlying factors in mind at all times. I may seem excessive, but most of it comes from pain that I feel when I watch what happens to this world.
Last but not least, I am childless by choice and will remain so. To me, this is the most ecological choice to make, because absolutely nothing can compare to the impact of a whole new human. So don't be surprised if I am not thrilled about your kids. I get it, they are your life, but for as long as humanity retains its parasitic existence and behaves essentially like cancer upon the Earth.... well, you can guess. You may feel offended, but my concerns are for the future of everybody, including you and your children. I'm not a jerk because I like to be.
In Art: I do art since very little (and since my past life really), I've taken some classes in the Art Academy, but being told how to draw isn't my thing, so I studied Biology instead. But Art is an integral part of my life and always will be.
Traditional Art has been my main avenue for a long time; I do a lot of Digital Art now as well, it has become my main thing lately. I do Nature photography for about 20 years too, I have a plant species photo-library of over 10 000 photos with more than 1200 plant species in it, all taken and identified by me over the years, and I keep collecting.
I also write, for many years, both Fantasy stories for repose, and serious philosophical writings into Spiritual Satanism and other, general views on the world. Occasionally, I also write poetry, including song lyrics. I play guitar (mostly classical) and sing, occasionally with friends. You could say I am the Renaissance type of person, with all the perks and drawbacks that come with it, I simply couldn't be another way.
Art has always been my way to materialize my imagination, but also visions I've had since childhood, which I later identified as memories from my previous life. Through Art and story writing, along with meditation, I've been able to explore my past life and original homeworld extensively. However, the "fantasy" world I remember has always been my refuge from normal life, which hasn't been exactly a breeze for me, and I intentionally keep it so now, allowing fantasy in my stories to still mix with memories and just go wild, because I need that haven and relief in my life. I don't normally tell literal memories in fantasy stories, that's far too personal. Still, where my fantasy works are regarded, they are very loosely based on memories from my homeworld, so you never know where bits of an otherworldly reality is hiding.
To the contrary, Satanic art and writing in any form that I do, is very tightly entwined with my actual spiritual practices and experience. What I portray and write is very real and reflects real events and astral entities with whom I communicate regularly. Never underestimate that fact.
I do art for myself, for my friends, and for Spirituality and Satanism.
I do not do Commissions, Collaborations and Art Trades, except for friends.
Since there was a request for that bit: I do not do role-plays either, sorry.
Ask me anything about Satanism. As I said, I'm a Warlock and I use my page here, among other things, to share experience and knowledge.
If you want to know more or are just curious about something, be welcome to ask me just about anything -- I'd be happy to answer, it's what I do.
Yet be respectful, this is my life and vocation.
I play guitar, I hug trees, I do magick. The rest is in my galleries. [in progress]
I will be transferring my DA gallery the next days, pls be patient.
"Nature isn't constrained by your lack of imagination."
"Nullum bellum finitum est, donec id sum vici."
"Nullus est deus præter me ipsum." -- Satan Lucifer
-- Ave Satanas Luciferi
Warlock of Satan Lucifer
(read about that here)
| HE / HIM / HIS |
| Spiritual Satanist | Transspecies Dragon |
| Nature lover | Metaller | Misanthropic |
Name: Lapis L'Azuri
Nationality: Hell
Age: Too young and yet too old
Species: Transspecies Dragon
Sexuality: Transgender Male, non-binary
Sexual Orientation: Asexual, not interested
Education: Scientific - Ecology, Botany master degree
Arts: Digital & Traditional, Photography, Music, Literature
Zodiac Sign: Cancer / Woodpecker / Earth Dragon
Spiritual Element: Hellfire / Fire / Water
Country of residence: Bulgaria
About me: I'm weird, always been, in fact I tend to stand out among weirdos. I'm crazy, I've been called deranged, delusional -- I've been called many things despite that I am painfully rational (it's painful to me often times). I'm autistic, but even that is just the surface. The truth is, I am as odd as I am because I've spent most of my life digging out my past life memories and identity, and I am more who I was before than anything. I've never fit in this world and I never will.
Spiritually: I'm a Spiritual Satanist, Dedicated and fiercely loyal to Satan and the Demons, so clearly nothing offensive and against Him or Them is welcome on my pages. I am also fiercely against xnity and the other abrahamic religions, so anything along those lines is not and never will be welcome here either.
I was a Dragon in my past life, my past Dragon identity is quite intact, I have plenty of past life memories, of my Dragon family, of the world I come from (which my fantasy stories are very, very loosely based on), and of course of Satan and the Demons, seen as my allegiance with Them predates this life by a long time. Where I come from, Nature is the World, and civilization can only thrive in harmony with Her. To me, the world of humans here is bizarre and corrupt, unfathomable in how it is ruled by greed, in such arrogance, stupidity and chosen blindness, and how all other Life is neglected and abused, without zero consideration, is mildly said abominable in my eyes. This is something I cannot understand and do not want to, because it deserves no understanding whatsoever.
In Life: Spirituality and my past self are the most important part of my life, and I live up to my true self as much as I can. I may not disclose all I am in my everyday, but I likewise don't pretend to be something I'm not. If you hear me joking around that I'm a Dragon and talk to Demons, you should know I'm not joking at all. From within, I'm not human and most people who are open-minded enough feel it long before I choose to share about it.
The other important thing about me, I view all things through the prism of environmental impact and evolution, with the viewpoint of non-human beings (including plants) considered. This makes a lot of things that seem harmless to most people, be unacceptable and immoral to me. If I react harshly to something you say or do, this is a very likely reason why. My mind is analytical, I can't help but think along the lines of the bigger picture, I look beyond the superficial and see the connections between things without even trying, having a lot of underlying factors in mind at all times. I may seem excessive, but most of it comes from pain that I feel when I watch what happens to this world.
Last but not least, I am childless by choice and will remain so. To me, this is the most ecological choice to make, because absolutely nothing can compare to the impact of a whole new human. So don't be surprised if I am not thrilled about your kids. I get it, they are your life, but for as long as humanity retains its parasitic existence and behaves essentially like cancer upon the Earth.... well, you can guess. You may feel offended, but my concerns are for the future of everybody, including you and your children. I'm not a jerk because I like to be.
In Art: I do art since very little (and since my past life really), I've taken some classes in the Art Academy, but being told how to draw isn't my thing, so I studied Biology instead. But Art is an integral part of my life and always will be.
Traditional Art has been my main avenue for a long time; I do a lot of Digital Art now as well, it has become my main thing lately. I do Nature photography for about 20 years too, I have a plant species photo-library of over 10 000 photos with more than 1200 plant species in it, all taken and identified by me over the years, and I keep collecting.
I also write, for many years, both Fantasy stories for repose, and serious philosophical writings into Spiritual Satanism and other, general views on the world. Occasionally, I also write poetry, including song lyrics. I play guitar (mostly classical) and sing, occasionally with friends. You could say I am the Renaissance type of person, with all the perks and drawbacks that come with it, I simply couldn't be another way.
Art has always been my way to materialize my imagination, but also visions I've had since childhood, which I later identified as memories from my previous life. Through Art and story writing, along with meditation, I've been able to explore my past life and original homeworld extensively. However, the "fantasy" world I remember has always been my refuge from normal life, which hasn't been exactly a breeze for me, and I intentionally keep it so now, allowing fantasy in my stories to still mix with memories and just go wild, because I need that haven and relief in my life. I don't normally tell literal memories in fantasy stories, that's far too personal. Still, where my fantasy works are regarded, they are very loosely based on memories from my homeworld, so you never know where bits of an otherworldly reality is hiding.
To the contrary, Satanic art and writing in any form that I do, is very tightly entwined with my actual spiritual practices and experience. What I portray and write is very real and reflects real events and astral entities with whom I communicate regularly. Never underestimate that fact.
I do art for myself, for my friends, and for Spirituality and Satanism.
I do not do Commissions, Collaborations and Art Trades, except for friends.
Since there was a request for that bit: I do not do role-plays either, sorry.
Ask me anything about Satanism. As I said, I'm a Warlock and I use my page here, among other things, to share experience and knowledge.
If you want to know more or are just curious about something, be welcome to ask me just about anything -- I'd be happy to answer, it's what I do.
Yet be respectful, this is my life and vocation.
I play guitar, I hug trees, I do magick. The rest is in my galleries. [in progress]
I will be transferring my DA gallery the next days, pls be patient.
"Nature isn't constrained by your lack of imagination."
"Nullum bellum finitum est, donec id sum vici."
"Nullus est deus præter me ipsum." -- Satan Lucifer
-- Ave Satanas Luciferi
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Recent Journal
It's been a while.... (G)
7 months ago
It's unbelievable, but it's been like 5 years since I made this account. I'm gonna plough through the shame of slacking so much and explain a little of my situation. A lot happened during those 5 years, but most notably, I fell deeper and deeper into burnout, which started about that time, in 2020. The more time passed, the less I had energy for anything outside of work, my art suffered greatly.... and my project of recreating my DA gallery here was unwittingly put on hold because it seemed like uploading art and copy-pasting descriptions required too much brainpower somehow.
The truth is.... the days passed me by and became weeks and months, and somehow years slid through and I just watched them unable to muster the energy to do anything with them. You have no idea just how.... how easily this happens, and how permanent exhaustion can be. Those 5 years literally passed in a haze and I can barely remember anything from them (I have quite serious memory issues now), until I finally realized I have to put a stopper to it or.... I don't even know. And I only did because I had something fall on me from out of the blue and kick me in the face.
In short, last year I suddenly discovered I'm autistic and I began learning I've been doing massive damage to myself all these years. I began learning all the ways how. And I came to understand that I cannot go on this way and that.... because I'd been ploughing through like this for so long now I have some.... let's say limitations. I lost my job, but I gained a little bit of art back. My brain is still not what it used to be, I feel my cognitive abilities still very diminished compared to what I was before (i.e. I struggle to think, design and problem-solve), I am still living in a constant haze and I experience my brain's inability to form memories normally all the time. 9 months after I am no longer working I am still so exhausted that sometimes it hurts. But I am veeeeeery slowwwwly regaining the ability to do at least basic things. Things I had put aside in the closet even if I really really shouldn't have, simply because I had no energy whatsoever.
So.... here I am, trying to just resume stuff from where it sort of fell apart. I am sorry to say I still need more time to recreate my whole gallery from DA (the art, not the photos) ....but I am proceeding. Meanwhile I am trying to figure out how will I be able to stay alive in this world which demands having money to exist if I am not able to work fulltime anymore.... because I am pretty sure this is a thing of the past for me. At least if I want to.... you know, stay alive and reasonably creative.
Anyway.... that's just a snippet of my story. I've made it into a hobby of telling people about my experience in hope that it works as a warning to others.... Please do not do to yourselves what I have inflicted upon myself. Take care of yourself. Whatever the world tells you, take care of yourself, rest, do not neglect your needs and your drive to do art. Stay close to your art, if you find yourself letting your art go.... that's never a good sign for your mental health.
Take care.
The truth is.... the days passed me by and became weeks and months, and somehow years slid through and I just watched them unable to muster the energy to do anything with them. You have no idea just how.... how easily this happens, and how permanent exhaustion can be. Those 5 years literally passed in a haze and I can barely remember anything from them (I have quite serious memory issues now), until I finally realized I have to put a stopper to it or.... I don't even know. And I only did because I had something fall on me from out of the blue and kick me in the face.
In short, last year I suddenly discovered I'm autistic and I began learning I've been doing massive damage to myself all these years. I began learning all the ways how. And I came to understand that I cannot go on this way and that.... because I'd been ploughing through like this for so long now I have some.... let's say limitations. I lost my job, but I gained a little bit of art back. My brain is still not what it used to be, I feel my cognitive abilities still very diminished compared to what I was before (i.e. I struggle to think, design and problem-solve), I am still living in a constant haze and I experience my brain's inability to form memories normally all the time. 9 months after I am no longer working I am still so exhausted that sometimes it hurts. But I am veeeeeery slowwwwly regaining the ability to do at least basic things. Things I had put aside in the closet even if I really really shouldn't have, simply because I had no energy whatsoever.
So.... here I am, trying to just resume stuff from where it sort of fell apart. I am sorry to say I still need more time to recreate my whole gallery from DA (the art, not the photos) ....but I am proceeding. Meanwhile I am trying to figure out how will I be able to stay alive in this world which demands having money to exist if I am not able to work fulltime anymore.... because I am pretty sure this is a thing of the past for me. At least if I want to.... you know, stay alive and reasonably creative.
Anyway.... that's just a snippet of my story. I've made it into a hobby of telling people about my experience in hope that it works as a warning to others.... Please do not do to yourselves what I have inflicted upon myself. Take care of yourself. Whatever the world tells you, take care of yourself, rest, do not neglect your needs and your drive to do art. Stay close to your art, if you find yourself letting your art go.... that's never a good sign for your mental health.
Take care.
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Your page is lacking one very important piece of information in this here place: do you role-play? :P