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" I've known about her new account. " Good.
10 years ago"My ex is posting hate art about me."
You know what, I am done being the quiet little broken mouse.
Wanna know the truth?
I was mentally abused by a man who claimed I meant the world to him for 2 and a half years, I was screamed at, called names, and blamed for any backlash that his life had thrown at him. On top of all of this, he had developed feelings for a so-called friend of mine, right under my God damned nose and yet he still kept me on a tight string.
I have severe PTSD because of my abusive ex, I did not manipulate or anything of the sort, if I felt hurt about something I was either guilt tripped or screamed at until I had to say fucking sorry for him hurting me.
He kept me mostly a secret from his real life group.
I was forced to keep my mouth shut in fear of the reprocussions.
He said I forced him into telling me romantic things.
He would throw his headphones down so he didn't have to hear me cry or beg him to stop yelling at me.
He would send me into seizures and panic attacks and hang up on me.
My mental illness, that he knew about before getting with me, was not getting better soon Enough to him and he would tell me that he had been "helping " me for so long and I should have gotten better by now.
YOU were the horrible one.
YOU were the manipulator.
YOU are the one to blame.
I did Nothing but give my all to you, yet you still lie about me like some ignorant child.
I never forced a thing on you.
You don't deserve happiness.
You and the other two traitors deserve each other.
I loved you more than anything else, but now I am disgusted by the thought of you.
You constantly lured me in with false flattery and now I wish you'd disappear.
I have been clinically diagnosed with severe PTSD, Depression, OCD, and Anxiety Disorder. I have been in therapy for 3 months now to reverse the damage that he had done to me.
You are exactly what I had named you. A demon.
I hate you. I hate what you've done.
You're an abusive, childish, manipulative person.
That's all you'll ever be.
To those who have been through or are going through what I have, it's not YOUR fault, you don't deserve to be treated like that. You are a wonderful human being and you have so much ahead of you. There IS help out there, and one day I hope you'll be able to speak out against your abusers and stand up against the flames. You are never alone. You are more than just somebody, or anyone.
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