been dating this guy for a bit. 4 months since feb 1. i thought i was in love with him. i thought he was perfect. idk what to do or what to say. idk what to think or feel anymore either. He used to say the sweetest things to me, and tell me i was pretty and beautiful. I loved him. I loved being happy with him. it was amazing. i felt on top of the world.

mind you this is a long distance relationship.(no shit about LDR's because this isnt the time nor place. if u dont like LDR gtfo because i do.)

now he says im cheating on him, im lying to him. he believes i am because some girl lies to him about me. some girl he doesnt even know. and he believes her over me? did i really get trumped by a bitch he doesnt even know? been together for 4 months and now im lying? ive never fucking lied to him, nor am i cheating. im on fucking skype with him EVERY single day ALL fucking day. even in some of my lecture classes im on skype with him.

even if i wanted to cheat i wouldnt even fucking have time. im so depressed i cant even talk to him without getting sad and crying then yelling because he just.. he makes me so angry now. 4 months of me being in love and believing in him just to get treated like shit. maybe everyone was right when they told me "hes too good to be true" because hes perfect.. well, he was perfect. idk what to do.


im sick of feeling heartbroken but i cant seem to bring myself to even think about ending this relationship. idk. i dont fucking know.