So I noticed I kind of been like on a streak of one or two journals a year. So here I am meeting my quota. But this time I'm actually going to write something of substance!

updates since the last journal???

I got fucking married! been married for a few months. It's pretty great, we got married at the courthouse in the county like some nerds. But one day we'll have a cute little ceremony and whatever the fuck people normally do for weddings? it's nice being married. I like saying my husband instead of just my boyfriend uwu

been working on my mental health and mental illinois? on one hand I feel like a totally different person, but on the other hand I also feel like the same fucking shit head from like 3 years ago. But with a little bit more insight and a little more self-control

been learning/reading stuff taught by some old dead French dude. Also side note I just realized every time I learn some psychology or philosophy bullshit that was written by some old dead dude, it's almost always some French dead dude???????

I'm still as obnoxious and meme posting as ever. Oh wait, I don't think I ever wrote down everywhere that I listen to a lot of video essays. That's kind of like simultaneously a guilty pleasure and also a source of like something to just keep my mind occupied? That and alongside music that I refuse to ever share

... idk I mean I guess if y'all play Warframe I hit that mastery rank 30 and I'm about to hit that legendary mastery rank 1?

idk bro, there's only so much I can write in a journal before I deadass run out of ideas and start to feel like I'm either ranting or spouting concentrated cringe. Hit me up on Discord or telegram or some shit if you want to have a conversation

Also reminder, if you're under 35 and able-bodied, you're not old you're out of shape go work out.

Also also I made the terrible mistake of working late and then choosing to work also in the morning. So I'm posting this and then going to bed, good night everyone y'all take care!