As some have seen, I'm selling almost all of my characters, the old ones that I'm rarely if never uses anymore. The situation is grim for everyone around the world with wars, inflations, lack of jobs and so on.

I'll be honest and transparent with everyone here and I think that would be the best to understand the situation here in France or at least my perspective in the last months. I may be crude in my words and if this journal or account is banned, understand that I'm going with no filter and that I probably said something that may have been seen as "ToS Breaking" for the admins or moderators of FA, "again" most likely.

First off I want to thanks those who helped me get through what I went through in the past months and I things unfortunately will most likely go worse I'm afraid. I'll be resuming everything up so it don't take forever but the economic situation only got worse since covid, working as a worked in a car factory, this has been quite a hell not only to endure every day with less and less rights but also more abuse and less incomes but I was able to hold up for 2020 to march 2024. March of last year, I had the misadventure to not be able to get renewed in those interim contract that is now the only way for many peoples to find a job as NO ONE is hiring anymore since years and when they do it's peoples who are syndicalized or friends with x or y. I always got in conflict with peoples as I know how to do my job and was in a situation they had to endure me but were quite happy to have quality when I was working more than 50 hours a week when legally it should be 35 hours and that on domains which I'm not officially qualified but did the job that has to be done.

Contract didn't got renewed and I was stuck looking for a job while trying to survive with 900€ a month, we'll get to that in a moment. Starting July, the agenncy I was in fired me since they couldn't find a job either and I was weighting them done when their incomes from my work and not theirs. That resulted to a reduction of my income to 200€ if not slightly less when it happened. There's plenty of offers but no one hiring as they don't want to "risk" anything with how the economy is fucked up here. Still jobless and looking for something which I'm slowly starting to lose hope for, I'm going to explain you what was leading me to sell most of my characters and even my first sona from 13 years ago.

As I know some don't like to speak about money I don't care at all and I'm transparent about it. My rent is over 550, electricity/gaz around 137, internet/phone bills around 60 and I'm not talking about the inflation that made 1kg of pasta go from 0.35€ to 2.5€ if not 3€ and we're told we just have 5% inflations but whatever. With all of that you're going to tell me that it's going to be fine if I manage my budget since it's reaching up 747€ so around 153€ for provisions, that's where it get worse and why I had to end up to sell stuffs.

In the past year I got evicted from someone that didn't want me to remain there as they wanted to rent the apartment I was in to students to make money, it's more profitable for someone to have peoples fighting for an apparetement they can over charge than someone that is there for years. I was able to find something else so I didn't stayed out for long even if it took a toll on my finance and mind. This time not only I was unable to pay everything starting september from only having 200€ but I had to either choose have that rent and all the charge skip a month or two or not eat at all, sometimes I refer to eating water and drinking air and I'm not so far from reaching that point. But then I immediately got everything falling on me, from eviction threats and impeding to pay, electricity and gaz that were looking for me to pay otherwise they would diminish power and I couldn't even do machines or even cook, just be able to light up a light bulb, I had yearly tax falling at the same time and regulation from the year prior alongside the one I had to pay that year since they needed money and apparently I didn't pay when I did but whatever.

So you understand that with that I had to urgently sell characters and anything around while find a job, living in the stress to be kicked out and had to spend my winter in the streets without any job, that's what I was fighting for since the past 6 months. Some poeples helped me and I cannot thank them enough even if it would never match the price of some characters I sold or help me drastically change that situation I'm in and it's not they're responsability. I want to be clear on that topic so everyone understand me, I'm not looking for pity, not looking for anything as I never got helped and always helped others in the past and I cannot recline on myself either, if no one is going to help, only you can do something and that's why even if I was doing things with no hope it would help me much or ever be a thing, it was one of the solution I had to pick while working on others and fighting to survive.

That's quite crazy that in 2025 in a "civilized world" you're fighting to survive like you were a hundred years ago and the situation can and will only get worse especially here in EU. We have industries, French industries that leave the country, peoples fleeing as soon as they can as the situation will only deteriorate and we all know everything will blow up one day. As of now I'm preparing to leave France, to make up everything I can to pay my debts and work in another country and start anew in a place where they need peoples. France keep pushing us away, keep taxing us to the point we're barely holding despite being overly taxed on every thing, 80% of our incomes goes to the state and with 20% left we still pay taxes and can't do much.

The situation is getting worse and just like many here in, we don't recognize the country that was once France, once strong and beautiful and now not much worse than a piece of garbage. When you don't recognize or the country don't want you, you leave it and that's my plan which is why I'm probably going to put some characters here that I thought I might not ever put to sale before they're taxing flights and the rights for us to leave the country. I'm not much of a name here and I've been less and less active around due to the abuse of some and trickery and vile intent of others. I met very good peoples but those can only counted on the fingers of a single hand and I think even here I'm not really the kind of person that is neither needed or wanted here so I might just leave this platform too at some point as I have yet to make up my mind on a lot of things as I have a lot to work on and deal with.

I wanted to make it short, clear and I do apologizes for the mistakes I've done in writting this up. I needed to make sure we were on the same page, why most of the content I have here is mostly selling characters/arts and boosting other persons that need emergency helps like a friend of mine which had their dog in a dire situation. I always came last and always took that habit as I always dealt with those situation myself by giving more to others and sticking to the minimum myself which is fine by me. I will also disable comments since I'm not looking for drama or for anyone to pity me, I can't pity myself and I don't want anyone doing that for me, what happened, happened, I need to move forward as I can't look back otherwise I'm dead outside without a roof, incomes and anything.

I want to thanks once again those who helped and I do hope the characters they bought with the arts if there was some would enjoy it and be happy with it and anyone who took the time on reading me. Hope 2025 would do everyone better, on my side I have yet to keep fighting.