Heyoo, I know I don't really do anything on here besides fave art and wait for notes from artists, but I've got a bunch of stuff I should really post on here. I don't know if anyone actually reads journals, so this might go unread, but it still feels right to at least say something to prove I'm alive ahaha. I'm mostly active on twitter though, and usually post art there before anywhere else.

2019 has been a real rough year for me, from dealing with shitty landlords that raise rent by $1300 and having to move, to events at FWA leading me to crying for hours in the hotel room, and almost lose my job from the lingering depression the weeks after I got home. But there were also lots of great things to be thankful for this year, especially all the great friends I've made in this fandom that've helped me get to where I am now. <3 Y'all are literally the reason I want to be alive.

I don't really post here much but I do want to make this page a little more organized and share the art I've commissioned, because I feel that's a big reason many commission art, to share their fursona with people and what their interests are. Executive dysfunction makes it a chore for me though, and I haven't had the motivation to do it. I've got a lot to do to get my mental illness in check, and I'm gonna try and tackle it in 2020. I am GOING to look for a therapist to get the help I need, I'm GOING to start work on fursuit making, and I'm GOING to have a good 2020 <3

I leave for an Orlando, Florida vacation in two days, and it's going to be a much needed distraction. Very excited to hang out with  Fakebone and  Twile and visit Universal Studios :3c Really hoping this will help me recover a bit and relax~