TLDR: If I disappear for a couple months it's likely because I'm depressed.

I'm currently writing this journal for future reference for those that may stumble upon any art I have or will upload. At the present moment, I plan to draw and upload here regularly as I enjoy it, however that may eventually change due to mental health problems later. Personally, I hate self diagnosing. You see so often people that do so based off of the tiniest little thing, discrediting those who have actual problems, but I feel I have good reason to believe that I am at least somewhat have bipolar disorder. It runs in the family from my dad's side and both him and my sister are incredibly bipolar. Now in the past I don't never really paid it any mind but now, reflecting on some events, I realize that I probably have joined them. In the past I've literally out of nowhere just dropped everything and everyone and spent around 2 months severely depressed and doing nothing but laying in bed watching youtube. And this has happened a few times, with the last being maybe 1-2 months ago. Now, compared to the times where I'm not depressed, it's a stark difference as usually I spend a lot of time doing stuff with friends, playing games, or trying to learn new skills and arts. Overall I'll most likely try to get tested some time in the future and maybe then I'll come back and update this or something but for now it's just a maybe.

I apologize to the like 3 people that currently follow me as I'm sure you don't really wanna read some big thing on mental health by someone someone you care little about, but it occurred to me that the reason I'm back in the first place is likely because of this and I felt I should make a comment on it sooner rather than later. And, for those that follow me at the time of writing this, thank you very much. This account is honestly my first time ever actually trying to post anything online so it means a lot to me, especially if you're from the first time trying to post stuff. Words cannot express how much I appreciate you.

The bottom line however is that I'm unsure on what I'll be like in a few months (or shorter) and I'm even more unsure on what'll happen in a few years. Maybe I'll be a well known artist. Maybe I won't. But in the meantime the least I can do is have this small disclaimer just in case.