as many of you should current know im a little girl for a ddlg relationship onto the story
anyways my ex when he was dating me told his friends that i was making up that we dated and saying rude things such as he hated me and he would never date me and he called me a pycho saying i was making rumors that we were dating .......... when we were toghter and even went to a bowlmeet toghter which he also did lie about ....... i cried for hours thinking that everything was my fault and he called me . hello ... im sorry i lied to them.... are you there ? .... i said why would you lie and he replied he loves me stil and hes sorry and i refused his sorrys there is no acceptions . when you date a little you are suppose to treat with kindness and love not that ... lying about things and saying you hate me behind my back ..... who does that ..
anyways its over and now im just left shaking like a small dog everytime he passes me and or glances at me .. ;-; why ....
how could anyone do this to a little girl who..... you left me scared and with bad anxiety .... i cry every night scared that it will happen again wondering if i was the cause of your sour ways..... iiif your reading this i hope your happy .. you left me in the worst posssible way and with lies ... dont call me dont comment dont even look at me please......... im going insane my hands shake as i type this and i try to hold still but its like driving down a holey road with a dirt bike no avoiding the holes no hoping over no stoppng just contasnt shivering and the feeling that if you hit a bump your gonna fall and get hurt ....

love ~ your fav pycho