Views: 23930
Submissions: 345
Favs: 6065
Digital Artist | Registered: February 27, 2006 03:48:30 PM
Not Available...
Stats
Comments Earned: 4270
Comments Made: 5567
Journals: 49
Comments Made: 5567
Journals: 49
Recent Journal
No subject (G)
6 years ago
I don't know what to really say other than 'my dad died this morning'. I can't help but think i've fucked up even though i've been told i haven't. and truthfully, i know i've done everything i could have. doesn't stop me from thinking that i should have done something different. that i messed up and that this is on me.
we had gotten sick after going to church and he and i came down with pneumonia, though his just got steadily worse. i brought him to the hospital thrusday where they said that it wasn't that bad. it was, and this morning, half an hour after he got to see my sisters, he passed. doctor said that he just...let go.
i have no idea what i'm going to do now, planning for the funeral aside. for the last 4+ years i've dedicated my life to doing everything i could for him...to no longer have him, to no longer feed, clean, watch, talk to, etc...i don't know what i am going to do.
i can't write any more. i'm sorry. i have to go and just do something. anything. thanks for reading.
rother
we had gotten sick after going to church and he and i came down with pneumonia, though his just got steadily worse. i brought him to the hospital thrusday where they said that it wasn't that bad. it was, and this morning, half an hour after he got to see my sisters, he passed. doctor said that he just...let go.
i have no idea what i'm going to do now, planning for the funeral aside. for the last 4+ years i've dedicated my life to doing everything i could for him...to no longer have him, to no longer feed, clean, watch, talk to, etc...i don't know what i am going to do.
i can't write any more. i'm sorry. i have to go and just do something. anything. thanks for reading.
rother
User Profile
Accepting Trades
No Accepting Commissions
No Character Species
Panther (most of the time anyway :P )
Favorite Music
lots, whatever strikes my fancy :p
Favorite TV Shows & Movies
Fifth Element
Favorite Games
Minecraft, Farm Sim, WH 40k
Favorite Gaming Platforms
Dreamcast, may it rest in peace
Favorite Animals
lots! ^u^
Favorite Foods & Drinks
coffee beans :3
Favorite Quote
"Before you speak, ask yourself: is it kind, is it necessary, is it true, does it improve on the silence?" - Sai Baba
Favorite Artists
waaaaaay to many favorites to list o.o;;;
Contact Information
Advertise |
Get FA+ |
Site Status |
Merch Store |
Memorial |
Terms of Service |
Privacy |
Code of Conduct |
Upload Policy
Get FA+ |
Site Status |
Merch Store |
Memorial |
Terms of Service |
Privacy |
Code of Conduct |
Upload Policy
56530 Users online —
2019 guests,
10467 registered
and 44044 other
Limit bot activity to periods with less than 10k registered users online.
© 2005-2025 Frost Dragon Art LLC
Server Time: Dec 24, 2025 05:48 AM
Hey, kitty.