well, I had to bury a dog yet again

I woke up this morning and when do the let the dogs out
I moved to let my oldest dog out, and then new one me and Shay got from her mom to re-home
and my dog came out, but Dana did not...I moved to wake her up, but she was stiff as broad
she must have died not to long after I put her in for the night...

She was FINE when I put her in for the night!
it is not fair! she looked at me and wagged her tail.
I gave her food and water, put my old dog in
and she was dead this morning!

she was fine.....
I don't know what happened!
she should be outside right now in the X-pen barking at the other dogs!
I had walk in and wake Shay up to tell her the Dana was dead

O'god her eyes where open and her tongue was sticking
she was going to get a good home,
NOT be next to her mother!
I don;t know what I did wrong
I did not think anytihng of it, she always wags her tail at me when i put her in for the night
I had in the X-pen so she did not get out of the yard and run away

and here is the real kicker...
no one blames me for it!
Shay's mom is worried about me!
I might have killed her father's dog and they want to make sure I'm ok!

it had to have been something i did...
right?
she was fine with Shay's mom...
I don't know what I did,
she was FINE when I put her in
the same old Dana-do
I can't believe I let her die alone
at lest Hannah had me there as she slipped away from us.


I'm so sorry Dana....
you will be missed