Hi, had one of the worst weeks of my life recently.

Some of it is personal and will not be gone into. But the personal stuff was a desperately needed reality check and made me realize, damn I really did become a narcissist. It sucks. I thought I was better than that. (hah.)

Thankfully some of my closest friends came through to help me, one got me a few books to read which I have, and I've been practicing being better at empathy, communicating, and some other stuff. Still very much a WIP for me though. It's gonna take a long time. But people say its been getting better, so there's that.

Got into a car accident. Some jackass decided to reverse into me despite me blaring my horn and having stopped well behind them. Thankfully it happened at my condo so the cameras got it all and insurance says i ain't liable

Insurance still went up because new car is actually worth something, 2024 kia forte, thanks in part to my grandmother bless her heart.

Money is on fire p-much. July was full of bills and then this shit. Don't expect too much art rn. real life takes precedence.

I'd ask for help but I can pay for shit, just out of my savings, which i'd rather not but I don't want to get money from people when i don't 'need' it. Especially with how much others need help rn that don't have the money.

Shit sucks. But life goes on. I will keep going.

I will do better.