Still alive, still staying above water as well as I can, been gone for 4 years now if not longer but I'm back and I'm glad that I did come back, so much that I've missed. Sorry guys for just dropping off the radar, had a lot going on and it's like I just bottled up and ran away, made a lot of promises to myself and never committed to them too.

So far what's happened is my Granpa passed away which I didn't know how to take at the time, had to deal with a step mom that I could never get along with no matter how nice I was which only got worse over the years, we just could never see eye to eye, life was pretty bad during that time and it did a number on all involved, then my dad had a stroke and ended up loosing control of the right side of his body, talking to him is difficult too, what's worse is it's like he's somebody else now, things haven't improved with him.

Going to be checking out a few 3D programs to use, really need to get out a sketchpad and draw something to vent, plan to even do some Youtube videos at some point though I'm not sure about what at the moment, what I do know is life can really push you around, just gotta get back up and keep going.


Things are getting a little better as time goes on, hopeful that the future holds great promise.