For those of you that didn't know, my boyfriend  changeling23 was in the army. This past spring he was deployed and on August 18th he was killed.

We had met 4 and a half years ago and were friends for 3 years before we started dating. This month marked a year and a half since we started dating officially. We would of been at the 2 year mark maybe a month after he would of been returning from deployment. A few weeks ago he had just brought up the idea of us moving in together after he got back. I knew he was going to propose when he got back as well because he told me. I was prepared to wait a year to see him again face to face, I wasn't prepared for this.

He was an amazing man, very sweet and loving. He was also my best friend. He was my rock, we kept each other sane through the bad times. I feel almost lost without him. I miss him so much. I love him more than words could say.