Art block.
Lack of vision.
Frustration.
Depression.
Artistic doubt.
My pencil tip rests on a black piece of paper.
Whenever I'm ready to draw, I get art block.
When I try to force myself to draw, what I see on paper doesn't match what I saw in my head.
When I try and fail, I start to get frustrated.
When I find my hands clenched to my paper in a death grip, I start to feel depressed.
When I get depressed, I doubt if I'm an artist at all.
.. I can't create.
I'm not good enough.
Its the same thing over and over again.
Can't be as good as the next artist.
Why bother trying...
My pencil is broken.
I can no longer use it.
I see myself in it.
I feel like I'm in pieces...
My friend offers me his.
"You are a one of a kind artist.
Never doubt yourself.
Draw what comes out, even if it's just a line or scribble.
Even a scribble can be a unique work of art.
Draw with confidence.
Never give up."
I drew a scribble.
I see something in that scribble.
I add more.
I start to feel confident.
What once was a blank page is now a work of art.
artwork © 2013 Alex Cockburn
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I've been trying, lately. Art used to be a much bigger passion for me, but I guess I just sort of let life get in the way of it for a while, and couldn't keep myself motivated enough to keep going. In the past months, I started to pick it up again, went out and bought a new sketchbook, some pencils. I felt really great to start doing it all again, and it made me feel better. Though over the past months now I once again ended up losing motivation. In recent weeks, I've begun once again, and I'm trying my best to just keep going and keep getting better. The biggest issue for me has always just been my mind creating this huge block that just freezes me up. But I'm just going to keep sticking with it, and pushing myself to try :)
And words of encouragement are one of the best things that help with all of that.
And words of encouragement are one of the best things that help with all of that.
This is wonderful, thank you for posting. I feel this way so much.. that my art will never be good enough and I should just give up. And when I do try it never ends up like what I have in my head. I will keep this and read it when I feel like that again, maybe it will help.
A beautiful piece of art and an absolutely wonderful message! I feel this way far more than I should (which is why I haven't really posted much here in way too long). Reading things like this really helps a lot. Thank you for sharing your thoughts and art with us random internet folks. ^_^
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