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I guess this is vent art. But I'm really sad or anything. Don't worry. Depression hasn't hit me so hard yet this school year. Which is a good thing if I didn't just jinx it. :T
But three years ago, I would walk up to you and hold a conversation without any fear whatsoever. Now I can't even look at people's faces much. I've developed this terrible anti-social-ness and anxiety and a "fear of people", I supposed you could call it. I can't walk into a room of people I don't know well without my mind freaking out and deciding to point out everything that people could criticize me about and thinking that these people are thinking badly of me. Thanks brain. You really help. Not only that, but once I do get close with someone I tend to follow them around since I can't really deal with others alone. Yeah I'm messed up. But on a good day I like it like that. c: I'm different and I like my differences. (So I have no idea how part of my brain can still beat me up about it since I like all my traits and stuff. Oh well. That's ok.)
This took 3 minutes. I like it and hate it at the same time. It's terrible.
But three years ago, I would walk up to you and hold a conversation without any fear whatsoever. Now I can't even look at people's faces much. I've developed this terrible anti-social-ness and anxiety and a "fear of people", I supposed you could call it. I can't walk into a room of people I don't know well without my mind freaking out and deciding to point out everything that people could criticize me about and thinking that these people are thinking badly of me. Thanks brain. You really help. Not only that, but once I do get close with someone I tend to follow them around since I can't really deal with others alone. Yeah I'm messed up. But on a good day I like it like that. c: I'm different and I like my differences. (So I have no idea how part of my brain can still beat me up about it since I like all my traits and stuff. Oh well. That's ok.)
This took 3 minutes. I like it and hate it at the same time. It's terrible.
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I understand how you feel. I am the exact same way, but I never try to talk to anybody. I feel as if there is no reason to talk to anybody anymore. That is usually why I keep my headphones in and my music up high. I've been hit with the depression recently, and I cannot come over it.
Yeah, I feel that too! Like sometimes I really just want to be alone with my music. Because music helps me in ways people can't, ya know? I was hit with depression pretty hard about a year and a half ago, but I just kept telling myself that even if I didn't think I was special, others thought that. Others like friends that I pretty much wouldn't be alive without. At one pretty bad point, I had thoughts of suicide but I told myself to keep on living if not for me, then for my loved ones. I hope that makes sense or helps or something! I'm not too good with my words sometimes and stuff comes out as a jumbled mess a lot. ^^'
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