Quick 15 minute piece. Once the emotion started to settle I stopped writing. The meter is jagged. This is partly done on purpose and partly due to the time constraint. I made a mistake today that may begin to erode a relationship that should never be anything but unconditional love. It made me really frustrated to know how such consequences could come down on me when I'm trying so hard to be a good person but it just doesn't seem to be a winning strategy. It makes me think of so many failed friendships and how people remember the good people they cast aside as they stroke their egos.

I don't know why I'm writing so much trash these days. I'm sorry.

© Lapin_Agile 2014

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