He hates being weak, but sometimes it seems that he is as weak and miserable as when he was a puppy. And since then his life has became only worse. Then he could play with his brothers and sisters, and then no one made him to be obedient. Now he is a young wolf, who is much weaker than adult pack leader. He hates obey the pack leader, but every time he tried to fight and do everything according to his will he got a lesson. He can just have his tail between his legs, he don`t has another choice. He can`t leave the pack and hunt on his own, because that would mean starvation for him. He hates the pack leader for ordering him, but he hates himself even more for being silent and not fighting for his rights. He wants revenge, but he is not sure if he will ever obtain authority and force he has always wanted. He doubts about his power, because he has lost fights against pack leader so many time, but he can only hope that when he will be adult, he will get stronger. He hates being weak so much. It`s hard to act obedient if you are proud and hate supreme wolves. But he is proud and he has no wish to pretend and act obliging and humble and showing respect to older and stronger wolves is humiliating for him.

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Poor wolfy. I wish him luck in his fight, and withstand all humiliations, until he will be strong enough to fight.