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So A little bit of Stars history and mine are kinda intertwined....well..actually a lot of stars history and mine really
This page is based on real life sadly
I was about 10 not 6 at the time but tragically it happened to me and my sisters at the same time so lisa was 8 emma was 6 and amanda was 4. We had all gone to my grans house for the day and when we came back found dad had randomly decided none of us needed stuffed toys anymore so threw them all out and the bin collection had come and taken them all to the land fill site. My sister Lisa was lucky because she was sooo inseperable from her favourite toy that she had brought hers with her to my grans, but i remember my other two younger sisters being soooo utterly inconsolable. I was upset but had to look out for my sisters more than my own emotions, So I got on my bike and cycled the 7 miles to the landfill site in the hopes I could find their toys.... I never found them. I remember feeling utterly wretched returning empty handed having promised my sisters I would do what i could to get their toys back. Perhaps No hope is sometimes better than false hope huh.
My dad has never apologized for that incident, but then he was quite poorly at that point in time so probably didnt realise how traumatic that was for us all.
Hugs are always welcome. If you like what you see and perhaps want to help make my comics pop out quicker and just generally want to throw me a little tip for doing what i do then
http://www.patreon.com/squiggle would be a nice place to go
Featuring
So A little bit of Stars history and mine are kinda intertwined....well..actually a lot of stars history and mine really
This page is based on real life sadly
I was about 10 not 6 at the time but tragically it happened to me and my sisters at the same time so lisa was 8 emma was 6 and amanda was 4. We had all gone to my grans house for the day and when we came back found dad had randomly decided none of us needed stuffed toys anymore so threw them all out and the bin collection had come and taken them all to the land fill site. My sister Lisa was lucky because she was sooo inseperable from her favourite toy that she had brought hers with her to my grans, but i remember my other two younger sisters being soooo utterly inconsolable. I was upset but had to look out for my sisters more than my own emotions, So I got on my bike and cycled the 7 miles to the landfill site in the hopes I could find their toys.... I never found them. I remember feeling utterly wretched returning empty handed having promised my sisters I would do what i could to get their toys back. Perhaps No hope is sometimes better than false hope huh.
My dad has never apologized for that incident, but then he was quite poorly at that point in time so probably didnt realise how traumatic that was for us all.
Hugs are always welcome. If you like what you see and perhaps want to help make my comics pop out quicker and just generally want to throw me a little tip for doing what i do then
http://www.patreon.com/squiggle would be a nice place to go
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The ironic thing? I was around 8 when I GOT my first plushie. A big charmander plushie my grandma sent me. My inner child likes to call him Char-Char ^_^
I love the look on the other two's faces when she says the line about "putting away childish things"... while standing there, holding a plushie duck, wearing in a pink onesie and thick diaper :P ABs are, by definition, folks who decided not to put away childish things, but rather embrace their inner child.
I love the look on the other two's faces when she says the line about "putting away childish things"... while standing there, holding a plushie duck, wearing in a pink onesie and thick diaper :P ABs are, by definition, folks who decided not to put away childish things, but rather embrace their inner child.
that last panel, the looks on Lure and Manda's faces, so sad.
That last panel reminds me of something like a phrase or saying or parable thingy that said something along the lines of "The day a person stops believing in the impossible, the improbable, the absurd or the things children see so well, is the day that person begins to grow up." Might have been from some version of "Peter Pan."
Very well made I adore it very much
That last panel reminds me of something like a phrase or saying or parable thingy that said something along the lines of "The day a person stops believing in the impossible, the improbable, the absurd or the things children see so well, is the day that person begins to grow up." Might have been from some version of "Peter Pan."
Very well made I adore it very much
my mom did the same thing with all my stuffed toys, but luckily i kept pumpkin with me all the time, shes the only one that made it. i'm sure she misses all her brothers and sisters and i do to. my mom gave them all to the people that helped us move. when she realized how unhappy i was she apologized but i never forgave her.
Similar story wiith my plasticSilverhawk toy were I had Talley hawk and my brother had Skyshadow., The wings moved and posed a safety hazard for my current age and my Dad dealed with in a bad way. So in my mind at the time, since my brother kept his and I lost mine. Felt like the bad guys had won to me. I know communicating with my was difficult but he could have attempted to reason with me so I could've kept it... About the comic, Looks like star is being awkward right now.
Uh oh that was supposed to be in a thought bubble ^_^;
Kind of a similar case with me. I just kind of felt forced into giving up a large portion of plush toys when I was younger thanks to a bunch of "subtle" pokes to grow up from my mom and just kids in general. Onward just always felt maybe the faster I grew up, the quicker I'd get past the miserable time that was my childhood but boy was I wrong about that... Tried to remake a collection but my mother tossed it out personally about 7 or so years ago claiming that only girls or gay guys keep plushies... All I have now is a wolf plush I managed to steal back that I got when I was 18 and a Stitch plushie I was able to order last year.
Those late three panels they just have so much to them other than cute for me : (
Kind of a similar case with me. I just kind of felt forced into giving up a large portion of plush toys when I was younger thanks to a bunch of "subtle" pokes to grow up from my mom and just kids in general. Onward just always felt maybe the faster I grew up, the quicker I'd get past the miserable time that was my childhood but boy was I wrong about that... Tried to remake a collection but my mother tossed it out personally about 7 or so years ago claiming that only girls or gay guys keep plushies... All I have now is a wolf plush I managed to steal back that I got when I was 18 and a Stitch plushie I was able to order last year.
Those late three panels they just have so much to them other than cute for me : (
I have a little bear that was given while still in an incubator at the hospital (I had pneumonia when I was born). Unfortunately when I was about 19, our new puppy got into my room while I was back from uni, and unfortunately ripped its eyes out. I still cant bear to throw it away, even though now I have other plushies I bought as an adult (A little Moomin, a big Snork Maiden, and a little Tails). I keep it in a bag in a closet at my parents house now to prevent any further damage.
Me and my ex kept all our kids toys, nothing was ever thrown out! (Unless it was broken and was always a discussion and mutual agreement)
I remember I was 13 or so and my dad getting up me for playing with action man type toys with friends, I'd carry mine to his place in a plastic bag with all the extras, guns boots clothes etc....
Of course now my toys are a Lil bigger and louder and a hell of a lot more expensive XD
I remember I was 13 or so and my dad getting up me for playing with action man type toys with friends, I'd carry mine to his place in a plastic bag with all the extras, guns boots clothes etc....
Of course now my toys are a Lil bigger and louder and a hell of a lot more expensive XD
*hugs and cuddles* Star sweetie everyone should have the things that make them comfortable and happy. Plushies are for everyone not just babies and toddlers. your daddy never should have done that. *gives a mountain of plushies including a whole set of the TMNT turtles like i got*
Reminds me of when we had to move from one of my old houses so a much smaller apartment. I was 6 and given a box by my parents. They said I could keep any of my stuffed animals that fit into the box, but the rest had to be thrown away. At the time it felt really bad choosing which were my favorites and which I'd never get to see again.
I Think they're puzzled as to what Star said about her plushie being thrown out at such a young age. and following it with "have to grow up sometime" it's sorta like her trying to justify what happened to her.
She's subconsciously resisting the whole AB thing, despite the fact she wants to be a part of it.
they're basically watching her child self and adult self wrestle for the forefront.
She's subconsciously resisting the whole AB thing, despite the fact she wants to be a part of it.
they're basically watching her child self and adult self wrestle for the forefront.
You seem to be the first person who actually understands what I was trying to convey there. Im thinking mebbe I messed up the expressions slightly. should have possibly had them looking more directly at one another and looking a little more pained...I dunno, but clearly that panel has caused confusion LOL. I thought it was fairly obvious but then im the writer LOL
You did fine Star! I understood it entirely! I think the reason some are confused is 2 reasons:
1. They actually had something similar happen.
2. They grew up ~*perfect*~ and don't realize just how much influence small things like the loss of toys/innocence/home/family/friends can damage oneself later on in life. And I say damage for lack of a better word. I'm not at all saying AB/DL is entirely negative or "damage".
Side-note, I'm curious to see what Lure ran in and got! I bet it was the lion!
1. They actually had something similar happen.
2. They grew up ~*perfect*~ and don't realize just how much influence small things like the loss of toys/innocence/home/family/friends can damage oneself later on in life. And I say damage for lack of a better word. I'm not at all saying AB/DL is entirely negative or "damage".
Side-note, I'm curious to see what Lure ran in and got! I bet it was the lion!
This one hit me right in the feels. It's no wonder there are people like us trying to reclaim our childhoods when we were told or otherwise forced to grow up prematurely. It's a funny thing how what must seem like such small actions can have such lasting consequences on a person.
Totally know how that felt, I mean I still have my favortie stuff animal but I had another one that got taken and I never got it back. I love these comics and I feel like star sometimes about my ABDL lifestyle. Also i can't wai to get a another commission someday soon if you up to it
Made me so sad hearing that.
No one ever dared take my toys away from me because if they did All Hell Would Break Loose™. Thusly, I still have a great many of my favorite plushies. Which is not to say that I never gave any of my toys up, I did, but only willingly. Like if I found out that someone I knew had a kid who liked something way more than I did, I would give them the toy I had if they wanted it. I've donated things, too, and then snuck inside and watched people pick them out from the shelf. LOL
I was all "HE IS A GOOD BEAR." While hiding behind a rack of panties.
I could never ever ever throw out a plushie. 'Re-home', maybe, but never into the garbage with them. D:
No one ever dared take my toys away from me because if they did All Hell Would Break Loose™. Thusly, I still have a great many of my favorite plushies. Which is not to say that I never gave any of my toys up, I did, but only willingly. Like if I found out that someone I knew had a kid who liked something way more than I did, I would give them the toy I had if they wanted it. I've donated things, too, and then snuck inside and watched people pick them out from the shelf. LOL
I was all "HE IS A GOOD BEAR." While hiding behind a rack of panties.
I could never ever ever throw out a plushie. 'Re-home', maybe, but never into the garbage with them. D:
It makes me happy that you do this... I've never seen plushies in anyone's bins but I would be hard-pressed not to save them.
I'll never understand what makes a parent think that throwing their kids' toys away will somehow bring about a positive outcome... So glad mine never did this. Also you are a great sister, and thanks for sharing.
I'll never understand what makes a parent think that throwing their kids' toys away will somehow bring about a positive outcome... So glad mine never did this. Also you are a great sister, and thanks for sharing.
I remember when i was 10 and went on a school camp back in 1996 everyone including myself still had some sort of Plushie or Teddy bear to take with them. Parenting seems to be different these days, no consistency.
I remember a tv show in 1998 i always disliked and found babyish but half my classmates in grade 6 liked it. It was the dreaded "Teletubbies".
Everyone at some point you give up a piece/s of childhood, with no set timeline maturity that's what growing up does, sometimes one just outgrows an activity by choice while others are told. I stopped watching afternoons cartoons when i started highschool. only morning cartoons i watched were the japanese animes of Digimon and Pokemon for some years.
Ah the last panel open to interpretation, kinda looks like an awkward moment. Thought bubble ("oh boy,did she say what i thought she said?").
Can be The awkward realization of role play when there's that part of the day you gotta be the adult, sort of like saying you cant go on like this forever.
I'm someone who's never done AB Roleplay, what i do wonder is are there unwritten rules for Ageplay?, does one have to behave exactly if not closer to the younger age in a manner similar to that of a child?
I remember a tv show in 1998 i always disliked and found babyish but half my classmates in grade 6 liked it. It was the dreaded "Teletubbies".
Everyone at some point you give up a piece/s of childhood, with no set timeline maturity that's what growing up does, sometimes one just outgrows an activity by choice while others are told. I stopped watching afternoons cartoons when i started highschool. only morning cartoons i watched were the japanese animes of Digimon and Pokemon for some years.
Ah the last panel open to interpretation, kinda looks like an awkward moment. Thought bubble ("oh boy,did she say what i thought she said?").
Can be The awkward realization of role play when there's that part of the day you gotta be the adult, sort of like saying you cant go on like this forever.
I'm someone who's never done AB Roleplay, what i do wonder is are there unwritten rules for Ageplay?, does one have to behave exactly if not closer to the younger age in a manner similar to that of a child?
You didn't do anything wrong with the expressions on this page. I think the problem here is that most people don't get who Star is. (That or they don't know a lick of psychology.)
She's attempting to relate something from her past to what she's presented here in front of her. Unfortunately, what she's recalling is unsettling to both Lure and Mama. While knowing what her father did to her was unfair, she's attempting to make a joke out of her own experiences. She's only lived her life and therefore doesn't comprehend how unusual this childhood information would be to anyone else. It gives the impression that Star doesn't talk about her childhood often, I'd guess no one has pointed out how throwing away a child's toys is a huge no-no in a standard household. On top that, she's clearly still internally wrestling with the whole adult baby idea by saying, "Gotta put childish things away at some point, I guess... Right?" She phrases it as a question making it obvious she's uncertain about the statement. Both Lure and his Mama's expressions display how startling the notion is to expect a six year old to grow up, let alone trashing their beloved plushie.
I'd also like to say that I sympathize with your tough childhood. You must have been a fantastic sister to have gone to such lengths to rescue your sibling's toys from the scrap yard (even if you came back empty handed). Most kids don't have that gumption. You were trying to fix the irrational decision your parent had made because someone in that house had to care, you took it upon yourself. I applaud that. I hope your father wasn't always that inconsiderate.
She's attempting to relate something from her past to what she's presented here in front of her. Unfortunately, what she's recalling is unsettling to both Lure and Mama. While knowing what her father did to her was unfair, she's attempting to make a joke out of her own experiences. She's only lived her life and therefore doesn't comprehend how unusual this childhood information would be to anyone else. It gives the impression that Star doesn't talk about her childhood often, I'd guess no one has pointed out how throwing away a child's toys is a huge no-no in a standard household. On top that, she's clearly still internally wrestling with the whole adult baby idea by saying, "Gotta put childish things away at some point, I guess... Right?" She phrases it as a question making it obvious she's uncertain about the statement. Both Lure and his Mama's expressions display how startling the notion is to expect a six year old to grow up, let alone trashing their beloved plushie.
I'd also like to say that I sympathize with your tough childhood. You must have been a fantastic sister to have gone to such lengths to rescue your sibling's toys from the scrap yard (even if you came back empty handed). Most kids don't have that gumption. You were trying to fix the irrational decision your parent had made because someone in that house had to care, you took it upon yourself. I applaud that. I hope your father wasn't always that inconsiderate.
Hey, that looks a lot like my "little space!" (see http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12915584/) I should be lucky I still have my old toys.
god danm , my mom's family has similar problem back in the old country too , i think she told me about how thier father wouldn't allow any christmass decorations for celebrating christmass , but then 1 year the family manged to sneak some decorations in like a tree and stuff had they got to enjoy that , there was probably times where stuff they liked was throw away too......
"but then he was quite poorly at that point in time"?.....
"but then he was quite poorly at that point in time"?.....
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