Ever feel like this when you're trying to do 'adult' things like pay bills, jobs, deal with other people, and crap you don't need to be dealing with?

Any time I wind up in Montana, I feel like I can't get out. Its like a whirlpool of everything I've been trying to leave behind just trying to suck me back in. And its always shit that'd be cool to have a bit of support with and due to being born into a corporation family, I don't get that.

Also, all my friends are online and I feel like I just need to lay face down near one.

My being able to get out of all this has been post-poned a whole month. So here's hoping September will be an amazing recovery month. Will be scary, but can't get much worse than where I currently am.

I've endured worse. But god dammit, I don't need this fuckery right now. I want to be successful and shit.

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Story aside, here's a really rough drawing of a metaphor for getting your ass slowly out of some seriously crippling bullshit.