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Im going to bed now..Im mentally exhausted after drawing this page, ive had my husband stop me and ask me if im ok...truthfully ive sobbed over this page several time since starting it..so yeah bedtime...sorry
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Im going to bed now..Im mentally exhausted after drawing this page, ive had my husband stop me and ask me if im ok...truthfully ive sobbed over this page several time since starting it..so yeah bedtime...sorry
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he deseveres the tv trope, complete monster: http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.p.....ompleteMonster
Q_Q Beautiful... sad as all hell but beautiful in the sadness and emotion it brings out... TT~TT
Poor Gem... that... that isn't something you tell to a child... EVER...
I'm torn between wanting to hug her and make things better and wanting to get my hands on him and make things much much worse for him...
TT^TT
Beautifully done.
Poor Gem... that... that isn't something you tell to a child... EVER...
I'm torn between wanting to hug her and make things better and wanting to get my hands on him and make things much much worse for him...
TT^TT
Beautifully done.
I gotta say these last few pages of Found have really touched me in a way.
when I was born my birth father abandoned us, rather he was not allowed to see me, mostly because he was abusive and wanted to molest his children.
when i was told I was adopted I was told my Father was jailed for trying to kidnap his daughter and was also charged with sexual abuse of women mostly minors.
In a way I can understand what Gemma is feeling, being told someone you love no longer wants you or that your father is a criminal really can affect you.
when I was born my birth father abandoned us, rather he was not allowed to see me, mostly because he was abusive and wanted to molest his children.
when i was told I was adopted I was told my Father was jailed for trying to kidnap his daughter and was also charged with sexual abuse of women mostly minors.
In a way I can understand what Gemma is feeling, being told someone you love no longer wants you or that your father is a criminal really can affect you.
To Gem's "Father": You cur, you coward, you wretched, pitiful excuse for a fur! Bad enough that you should be so caught in your own ego that you can't be grateful for what you have. But to take out your fears and hates on an innocent child who knows nothing?! There is a special kind of cowardice for furs who hurt cubs to nourish themselves, and it fits you so perfectly it frightens me!
*nods* yeah, I'm beginning to think he became jealous of his brother's close relationship to Rasile and Zee-Zee and toward his wife and Gem, it could have sparked a jealous rage causing him to become violent toward Abbey (Gem's, Zee-Zee's, and Rasile's mom) and force her to "confess" to sleeping with his brother when she didn't.
This could also explain the destroyed state of their home (and Grub) Gem saw a while back in a nightmare. Could it have been an arson attempt by Jack?
This could also explain the destroyed state of their home (and Grub) Gem saw a while back in a nightmare. Could it have been an arson attempt by Jack?
The proof that a child is love is the fact that they are alive. For without love no one, especially a child could be alive. I don't know which of the twins this one was, but no father does that to his child.
And yes, I believe Gemma's mother is innocent of adultery. That man is too much of a coward to accept his own responsibility and instead blamed the rest of the world, including his own daughter. Denying that fact was the only way he could possibly live with himself for doing THis to a Child.
And yes, I believe Gemma's mother is innocent of adultery. That man is too much of a coward to accept his own responsibility and instead blamed the rest of the world, including his own daughter. Denying that fact was the only way he could possibly live with himself for doing THis to a Child.
that's a theory I didn't think of, what if this was all stress induced by Jack not being able to care for three children and his only solution is to blame his brother for getting Abbey pregnant when in reality he never did, that and the fuel for this paranoia and jealousy was his brother bonding with Rasile and Zee-Zee too as well as Gem. In a way he's turn his hate on Gem by denying her as his daughter.
Where's the furry version of Maury Povich at when we need him to DNA test Jack's DNA and Gem's DNA?
Where's the furry version of Maury Povich at when we need him to DNA test Jack's DNA and Gem's DNA?
Thanks, sadly it's something I have seen before. Although, one tends to see quite a bit over the course of 2500 years… Frankly, it makes me want to bite his head off… just a little… more than before… But that would be wrong. My Manticore half-brother is the evil one, not me. Good kitties don't bite heads off of bad BAD daddies… But we sure can make them wet themselves.
Also DNA tests won't work with brothers, especially with Twin Brothers.
Also DNA tests won't work with brothers, especially with Twin Brothers.
I'm finding it hard to figure out the direction taken in this story. Has this always been planned or has this been a means of following a whim when necessary to tie the plot together? Its very disturbing and distressing for most of the readers whom have done nothing but cheer for Gem from the beginning...
When you mention being upset at the art table, is that because of the emotional projection into the characters. I ask as in... does this relate to something personal you have experienced or know about?
Either way, I'm sure I can speak for most of us here to say that we all hope for a better outcome or, at least a viable resolution. Both for both Gem, and all the family.
When you mention being upset at the art table, is that because of the emotional projection into the characters. I ask as in... does this relate to something personal you have experienced or know about?
Either way, I'm sure I can speak for most of us here to say that we all hope for a better outcome or, at least a viable resolution. Both for both Gem, and all the family.
yep the plot of found has been written since the start of found....gosh I cant believe its taken me 4 years to get to this point.....sorry for the wait. LOL As for the ending....Ive actually got 2. I guess it'll depend on my mood on the day which one I do first but I do plan on drawing both endings
Still, I do wish to reiterate a prayer of good will for Gem. Its heartbreaking to see such malice from other character's against her, even if misdirected (from what I'm reading) anger from Jack.
Please note that from viewing everyone's comments from page #1 that you have a community behind you, friends and strangers alike. If it takes time to complete this chapter through how heavy it weighs emotionally, you do have all our support.
Please note that from viewing everyone's comments from page #1 that you have a community behind you, friends and strangers alike. If it takes time to complete this chapter through how heavy it weighs emotionally, you do have all our support.
Ouch, that does hurt.
Been there too, I was old enough to keep my mental fortitude intact when I was told "I didn't pull out in time" by my father but it still aches from time to time. Probably why I feel a lot more apathetic towards humans.
Great work on this page Star.
Been there too, I was old enough to keep my mental fortitude intact when I was told "I didn't pull out in time" by my father but it still aches from time to time. Probably why I feel a lot more apathetic towards humans.
Great work on this page Star.
Since I always had loving parents, this doesn't make me sad. It simply makes me angry. I don't know what I'd rather do, knock his ass out or calmly say "Then I will take her to someone that will love her, since you are unwilling to do so." Every child deserves someone that will love them as a parent or guardian should. At the very least, proper care and companionship, but love is better.
Okay, now I'm sure that this guy is a monster in disguise, cause I really don't think the guy who made such deeply romantic poetry that completely swept his future wife off her feet almost overnight would have it in him to anything this...utterly vile.
(Of course, that may be me trying desperately to cling to what's still left of my faith in people, real or fictional.)
(Of course, that may be me trying desperately to cling to what's still left of my faith in people, real or fictional.)
My god i cant stop almost smile. But its not in a good way.... So... He call Gem selfish huh?. Well... If someone is selfish its him. Couldnt take that his wife had found a new one. And they was living happy ever after. Until that prick was like... "No im so selfish that i cant accept i got burned off. So he went into the middle of everything and even made her abandom Gem. Also they way he says. "And everyone was living happy ever after. Expect u ofcause." Shows all.. That oh now he got what he wanted. Then fuck how everybody else feel.
Also damn again as Note said. I Wonder if this is past Real Life event. I Dont hope sooo D:. But yeah this made my piss boil a bit.
Also damn again as Note said. I Wonder if this is past Real Life event. I Dont hope sooo D:. But yeah this made my piss boil a bit.
Well, this explains why Gem is an orphan... and while I can kinda understand where the "shy bro" was coming from, at the same time... 'tis still a rather cruel thing to do with an infant.
Also, for those who say yelling at an infant is cruel, do keep in mind that this is Gem's mental image of herself as an infant... but even so, saying that to even an adult is not very nice at all.
Also, for those who say yelling at an infant is cruel, do keep in mind that this is Gem's mental image of herself as an infant... but even so, saying that to even an adult is not very nice at all.
*comes up behind Gem's father and swings for the fences with my louisville slugger and catches Gem* you are NOT a mistake baby girl. You are a precious gift from the powers that be and nobody should ever feel alone. *gives big hugs and takes you home to have a new loving family and search down your real mum Zeezee and Raz so i can get them to come talk with ya*
its people like that who makes me want to cave in their faces. the only one driving that wedge is the person WITH the problem, not the one they perceive as the problem >:c this is something you do NOT to do a child of any age.
I feel real strongly about stuff like this .3. get both rage and sadness that people like that exist and treat others as if they were the problem, especially children.
I feel real strongly about stuff like this .3. get both rage and sadness that people like that exist and treat others as if they were the problem, especially children.
It's hard to reason with someone who is already too set in his ways to change course. Such people become blinded by their darker emotions and biased beliefs, they just refuse to see differently from another's viewpoints. I feel bad for him, but I am afraid he is too far gone to be brought back to the way he used to be.
As awful as the guy was for sending his wife's daughter away...
It's amazing how powerful the human mind is, and how much just having his brother's child around could potentially destroy his mental well-being. There were a lot of solutions he could have taken to the oncoming problem, and all of them were awful in their own way. He could have left his wife. That would have been awful for the whole family. He could have lived with his brother's daughter...and let his mind fester on the thought of the betrayal, leading him to likely be abusive to her, and probably even his wife and brother. Sending her away, as hard as it is to think about, was probably the best solution.
Though...Apparently she was sent to foster care? That's where the mistake was made. Why couldn't his brother raise his own child? Being a single parent is hard, but growing up in foster care is harder.
If we want to look anywhere for the villain, it's not This twin. His brother was the truly awful one this day.
It's amazing how powerful the human mind is, and how much just having his brother's child around could potentially destroy his mental well-being. There were a lot of solutions he could have taken to the oncoming problem, and all of them were awful in their own way. He could have left his wife. That would have been awful for the whole family. He could have lived with his brother's daughter...and let his mind fester on the thought of the betrayal, leading him to likely be abusive to her, and probably even his wife and brother. Sending her away, as hard as it is to think about, was probably the best solution.
Though...Apparently she was sent to foster care? That's where the mistake was made. Why couldn't his brother raise his own child? Being a single parent is hard, but growing up in foster care is harder.
If we want to look anywhere for the villain, it's not This twin. His brother was the truly awful one this day.
This is one of those things that definitely hit home.. I expereienced something different,but the feeling is the same...
To this day, I still fear my husband will leave me. I fear that I'm not worth his attention. I don't trust hardly anyone easily at this point. The positive side of this, however, is that I have started to treat everyone better. I will be that one person someone can trust no matter what. I try to be the opposite of what I fear, and just have to hope constantly my friends are honest with me, and won't abandon me.
To this day, I still fear my husband will leave me. I fear that I'm not worth his attention. I don't trust hardly anyone easily at this point. The positive side of this, however, is that I have started to treat everyone better. I will be that one person someone can trust no matter what. I try to be the opposite of what I fear, and just have to hope constantly my friends are honest with me, and won't abandon me.
Oh gosh this is so sad! I keep thinking though, this vision of Jack is probably completely constructed by her mind, based on her fears and only the vaguest of memories. Except inside her dreams, she hasn't actually been coming back or driving a wedge at all. The real-life Jack doesn't know about any of this (unless he's some kind of telepath or sorcerer or something). But still, here it is, the raw emotions laid bare, in all their full power.
I just wanna go all Darth Vader on his @$$ (or his neck rather). Additionally though, I've read some previous comments stating it could just be a manifestation of Gem's fear. Well, regardless, this page made me feel quite awful, yet it was really well executed and served its purpose. Well done.
I guess my internal defense mechanisms kicked in. It IS only a story, however, I rather suspect that there's a real story behind it, behind all of Found, that I'm not aware of, and it drives Gemma's emotions.
But, he's wrong, he's very wrong. Gemma HAS found someone who loves her, as an adult, and she may react to him differently because of this dream. However, she still has Zee-Zee and Racile, who both love her very much, at least from earlier in the story. So, 'Uncle' still harbors his grudge against his wife and his brother, which is unfortunate, but not really unsurprising. He apparently also takes it out on them because they are trying to help Gem, which of course is EXACTLY what Bigger Brothers (or, even little brothers) are supposed to do for their sister, and each other.
Gem was never a mistake, she is, and was, an act of love. How can that be a mistake? Gem has it inside of her to get through this, and I'm sure she will. However, if she can bring peace and stability back to an entire family, that would be awesome.
Great page, great story. Thanks for making this available.
But, he's wrong, he's very wrong. Gemma HAS found someone who loves her, as an adult, and she may react to him differently because of this dream. However, she still has Zee-Zee and Racile, who both love her very much, at least from earlier in the story. So, 'Uncle' still harbors his grudge against his wife and his brother, which is unfortunate, but not really unsurprising. He apparently also takes it out on them because they are trying to help Gem, which of course is EXACTLY what Bigger Brothers (or, even little brothers) are supposed to do for their sister, and each other.
Gem was never a mistake, she is, and was, an act of love. How can that be a mistake? Gem has it inside of her to get through this, and I'm sure she will. However, if she can bring peace and stability back to an entire family, that would be awesome.
Great page, great story. Thanks for making this available.
For all nightmares i ever had, heard or read, this is the mot horrioble i ever seen.
Very well played , i cry a little everytime i see this page of the comic, a bit anxious to see if all ends fine or completely horrible, thw waiting keeps me seeing this page again and again if the button -"NEXT drive me to the nice or fatal end
Very well played , i cry a little everytime i see this page of the comic, a bit anxious to see if all ends fine or completely horrible, thw waiting keeps me seeing this page again and again if the button -"NEXT drive me to the nice or fatal end
Well, the threat is certainly there, but how do you kill a dream? Gemma would wake up. She STILL may wake up. Of course, she may wake up and find her much older Uncle standing over her with a knife ready to kill her, in which case, if I recall from earlier in the story, she should be well capable of defending herself, with training in martial arts and other extreme sports.
That is, of course, unless dying in a dream in this world kills you in real life. It doesn't in mine.
That is, of course, unless dying in a dream in this world kills you in real life. It doesn't in mine.
Awww, don't feel sad, Gem. (hugs Gem close, patting her) I don't trust this Jack an inch either.
So it's come to this... well, I got news for "parents" like Jack: when all is said and done, if there's anyone that's a mistake that needs to be corrected—it's you!
So it's come to this... well, I got news for "parents" like Jack: when all is said and done, if there's anyone that's a mistake that needs to be corrected—it's you!
I'm gonna 80-90% of that is wrong. She was a mistake, (a baby born from adultery), BUT it is only HIM that wants her gone for in his eyes she is a sign of his wife's betrayal buy now the true traitor is perhaps him.
Gem was born from his wife and brother but she is still family; she is both his niece and daughter.
Also you definitely don't make a child that young cry no matter freakin what.
He's only saying this cheap to keep her away, feeling since she's so young and her older brother isn't with her, she'll believe the lie no one in her family gives a crap.
Gem was born from his wife and brother but she is still family; she is both his niece and daughter.
Also you definitely don't make a child that young cry no matter freakin what.
He's only saying this cheap to keep her away, feeling since she's so young and her older brother isn't with her, she'll believe the lie no one in her family gives a crap.
>~< i feel bad for gem i knu hows she ish fewwin right nows too my older brother hads actually said tat no one loved me or ever will love me tat everyone had hated me as well as other stuffs tat was likes tat when i was like 10 ands hearin tat had hurts so much tat i had started to cry ands when i dids he started makin fun of me tat i was cryings after he said tat he even went and got my sister ands broght her ups to my room to show her that was cryin ands tryieds to gets her to makes fun of me for cryings >>
Man... I'm looking at this and realizing...
I'm bothered that my sister has all these kids in my life and I'm forced to always help out endlessly and getting dragged all over. My sister just got pregnant with a 3rd kid also.
I really wish everyone of them was gone. It's stressing my whole family out and I'm the punching bag for them.
The truth is, Gem's father is my shadow. It is my true self. This is my darkside.
I'm bothered that my sister has all these kids in my life and I'm forced to always help out endlessly and getting dragged all over. My sister just got pregnant with a 3rd kid also.
I really wish everyone of them was gone. It's stressing my whole family out and I'm the punching bag for them.
The truth is, Gem's father is my shadow. It is my true self. This is my darkside.
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