So I’ve been having a frustrating couple of weeks. Nothing I can’t handle of course. Many many thoughts constantly bugging me. Always trying to get me to stop working or other event events that make me feel worthless. Even with all those things, it’s easier to keep to myself and deal with them. That’s just how I am. So here’s a wurf late at night struggling with his own thoughts , listening to music to try and drown them out. Maybe reflect.
if you want to know what I’m listening to, check it out here
https://youtu.be/NY8IS0ssnXQ?list=F.....muYI2InuB10Q8Q
I really havent had lucky doing anything for myself , so this vent piece is a piece of fresh air for me, and was one of the problems bugging me. I was listening to music and i just felt i needed to draw this out before i lost any and all will to draw for myself.
if you want to know what I’m listening to, check it out here
https://youtu.be/NY8IS0ssnXQ?list=F.....muYI2InuB10Q8Q
I really havent had lucky doing anything for myself , so this vent piece is a piece of fresh air for me, and was one of the problems bugging me. I was listening to music and i just felt i needed to draw this out before i lost any and all will to draw for myself.
Category Artwork (Digital) / General Furry Art
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...Well could be worse....it could turn into this int he morning = > https://youtu.be/JNCnqz-tXBc?list=F.....NaKolVjBcqo7uA OR JUST WATCH SOME MONSTER MUSUME O3O
Gives the wolf some lovin... Want some pie? http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18806744/
Man, I'm pulling for you, hope you get to feeling better.
Maybe it's a good thing that I don't art right now, because if I did, all my art would more then likely be vent art...things haven't been the best lately, but I'm sure they'll pick up. Same for you man, live through the bad only to enjoy the good.
Also, look at it this way, you might have just leveled up, meaning things will get easier soon, just gotta find the right armor and weapons to take on the harder level beasts!
Maybe it's a good thing that I don't art right now, because if I did, all my art would more then likely be vent art...things haven't been the best lately, but I'm sure they'll pick up. Same for you man, live through the bad only to enjoy the good.
Also, look at it this way, you might have just leveled up, meaning things will get easier soon, just gotta find the right armor and weapons to take on the harder level beasts!
i do the same thing too http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-T_iWKWOzq.....s1600/feel.png
I can relate at times, feeling like there's a dozen different problems all coming down all at once or like things are already past the point of no return. At times like that, the music that usually reflects my mood would be Creed's "One Last Breath."
Like folks have said, those moods usually don't last, so just try to hang in there and things will get better.
Like folks have said, those moods usually don't last, so just try to hang in there and things will get better.
It's what a lot of people fail to recognize or understand. As an artist, there are a multitude of reasons why someone would lose or have no reason to work on something. Some artists have stuff going on family or other job wise, others may be sick or down with a cold. Then there's folks who rely on their emotional output / input that drives them to continue on artwork. When there is a positive flow emotionally, art will be steady and consistent. However, when there is a low, negative, or no flow of positive influence, art can sometimes be at a standstill.
Everyone needs breaks, or time away from their hobbies, jobs, or past-times to recharge and recollect some energies and creativity once again. It's not a bad thing. So take the time you need, go relax, go find the things you like to do to get that creative, positive energy again :) You're a wonderful artist! Just give it a little time.
Everyone needs breaks, or time away from their hobbies, jobs, or past-times to recharge and recollect some energies and creativity once again. It's not a bad thing. So take the time you need, go relax, go find the things you like to do to get that creative, positive energy again :) You're a wonderful artist! Just give it a little time.
I could say something. I could say a bunch of schmaltzy things to attempt to make you feel better... but I won't, because it wouldn't matter to you. It's a shame seeing someone with such talent feeling this way and all I can say is I hope you overcome this. I know this feeling well and have been having a rough emotional time lately as well, so it pains me to see someone in the same position. What I will say is despite this, you skill is as amazing as ever and this is a very somber, emotional picture. Best of luck to you in whatever you're experiencing.
Lots have said this already, but I understand the feeling. Going through that a bit with myself, and it's a real struggle sometimes to find the motivation to do much else other than lay in bed.
It's not much, but I really hope you feel better. I'd say maybe find someone who you can confide in. They don't have to give you any band-aid advice, but sometimes having someone you can comfortably talk to helps a bit. Someone who'll let you bend their ear for a while, you know?
Also, the music you linked is very nice~ Very relaxing, if not a bit melancholy.
It's not much, but I really hope you feel better. I'd say maybe find someone who you can confide in. They don't have to give you any band-aid advice, but sometimes having someone you can comfortably talk to helps a bit. Someone who'll let you bend their ear for a while, you know?
Also, the music you linked is very nice~ Very relaxing, if not a bit melancholy.
Heres a poem I like when im feeling like how you describe :
The Laughing Heart
your life is your life
don’t let it be clubbed into dank submission.
be on the watch.
there are ways out.
there is light somewhere.
it may not be much light but
it beats the darkness.
be on the watch.
the gods will offer you chances.
know them.
take them.
you can’t beat death but
you can beat death in life, sometimes.
and the more often you learn to do it,
the more light there will be.
your life is your life.
know it while you have it.
you are marvelous
the gods wait to delight
in you.
-- by Charles Bukowski
The Laughing Heart
your life is your life
don’t let it be clubbed into dank submission.
be on the watch.
there are ways out.
there is light somewhere.
it may not be much light but
it beats the darkness.
be on the watch.
the gods will offer you chances.
know them.
take them.
you can’t beat death but
you can beat death in life, sometimes.
and the more often you learn to do it,
the more light there will be.
your life is your life.
know it while you have it.
you are marvelous
the gods wait to delight
in you.
-- by Charles Bukowski
*hugs tight and close for a moment or two*
I might rarely comment and even more rarely say something meaningful, Daigo hon, but I know that feeling of being overwhelmed by thoughts and emotions, listening to something to get somewhere with that, and as deeply understand that feeling of no longer being able to put pencil to paper or even have the urge to draw. It's a terrible, awful feeling, and I hope that somewhere, maybe, the hopes and good wishes of those around you, especially those you consider close, can buoy you up. Let them raise your spirits and help you to feel that love for pouring out heart and soul (and occasionally less intimate things) onto the paper or canvas. Wet them bring you up, and help you feel joy and love and that light again.
For what little it might be worth, though I am a stranger to you, please know I, too, am rooting for you and want to see you do well.
Yours always, with love and hope and happiness,
Mika Kyubi
Kitsune-at-Large
I might rarely comment and even more rarely say something meaningful, Daigo hon, but I know that feeling of being overwhelmed by thoughts and emotions, listening to something to get somewhere with that, and as deeply understand that feeling of no longer being able to put pencil to paper or even have the urge to draw. It's a terrible, awful feeling, and I hope that somewhere, maybe, the hopes and good wishes of those around you, especially those you consider close, can buoy you up. Let them raise your spirits and help you to feel that love for pouring out heart and soul (and occasionally less intimate things) onto the paper or canvas. Wet them bring you up, and help you feel joy and love and that light again.
For what little it might be worth, though I am a stranger to you, please know I, too, am rooting for you and want to see you do well.
Yours always, with love and hope and happiness,
Mika Kyubi
Kitsune-at-Large
Man, when I feel down, I end up listening to Baths and there album "Osidian" and lets just say that I felt the dark void consuming me into nothingness:
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?li.....jnEz0CJza_vlqi
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?li.....jnEz0CJza_vlqi
Oh gosh ...I have no idea why I haven't seen this before now...
But poor Wurf...
Poor thing looks so sad... I just want to hug him.
And I understand having a hard time and your thoughts getting away with you.
I just hope you're doing better now.
If not, I'm always willing to listen. Just send me a message any time.
Take care of yourself.
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