i did this back in 04 when i was big in to music and trying to start my own band
i dont write much but when i do it is all out of my mood i was in alot of pain when i did this i had just lost a friend to drugs and lost my own way for about 5 months in the same way. i almost died on a over does and went around for 3 days in a daze thinking i had died

it was kinda the only way i could leave the pain of life as emo as it sounds it is all true