You begin to expect these things. Heck, I used to set little personal calenders in my head and placing bets on how long someone, anyone, would last with me. I've been surprised now and again..mm.. I'm just pleasant the whole way through until they stop talking with me. I could lose my mind some days, but the way things are, I've grown to only understand this way of life.
To be honest, I'm really only writing these words for me right now. I've grown to that point where I don't even expect that many to read down here or to understand. It's ironic that knowing that..I'll still keep on reaching out. It's all I can do here.

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