"Its about you, not me"

I've been going through some hard times lately, and I've learned that i depend on things of this world to fulfill me.

which results in me feeling like an empty shell of a being, because this is a broken world. We are a broken people, and we make mistakes. i cant expect people i love and care about to be my everything... id hurt them, and myself.

God loves me more than i could ever fathom he knows all and sees all, he is always calling me back to the light... out of the darkness I've engulfed myself in....

he wants me to take my brokenness to him. not to other broken things....

i have to stop thinking just about myself. it has to do with him. HE has to be my everything. HE has to fulfill me. HE has to be the one my mind.

otherwise, i will only continue the slow destruction of myself, and those i care about around me.

so ill do my best. to not think about me, but think about you. ~<3