
That thought has brought about something artistic in me, but not a happy, cuddly artistic, more like the deepest, darkest, coldest part of my emotions that is me, and no one else. Something I buried far away. And now a bit of it is shining through the soft soil with its piercing black light.
This picture was actually a thought I had for awhile lately, and it was bugging me enough that I just had to draw it. This was before Trent had gotten his Scythe of Vanity, and thus, was still mortal, and able to die.
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After several long hours of trying to mortally injure himself, Trent had finally given up, realizing that he would never be able to relieve himself of his life. With a sigh he stopped, and looked up to the dark robed, winged being infront of him. Her long grey hair flowed down to the middle of her back, and gentle swept across her face. Her black night gown hanging down to her ankles, nearly covering her feet. He examined her pale face, trying to hold back tears of sorrow. "Wh....Why won't you let me die?", he asked, feeling a single hot tear rolling down his cheek. He had struggled for so long to end his life, but in the end, she had stopped every action, held back every act of pain, or injury that would befall him.
The girl looked at him, her dull blue eyes shimmering slightly as water welled up hearing his words, so sad, but so cold to her as well. "Because I love you...." she said, feeling herself also starting to cry at the thought of him trying to end his life.
They stood there in silence for what felt like hours, neither one speaking a word. After some time, Trent looked up to look at his engel (angel), but she was gone, vanished into thin air. The only thing that remained where she stood were small tears she left on the ground. Tears of sadness, and of love.
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This picture was actually a thought I had for awhile lately, and it was bugging me enough that I just had to draw it. This was before Trent had gotten his Scythe of Vanity, and thus, was still mortal, and able to die.
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After several long hours of trying to mortally injure himself, Trent had finally given up, realizing that he would never be able to relieve himself of his life. With a sigh he stopped, and looked up to the dark robed, winged being infront of him. Her long grey hair flowed down to the middle of her back, and gentle swept across her face. Her black night gown hanging down to her ankles, nearly covering her feet. He examined her pale face, trying to hold back tears of sorrow. "Wh....Why won't you let me die?", he asked, feeling a single hot tear rolling down his cheek. He had struggled for so long to end his life, but in the end, she had stopped every action, held back every act of pain, or injury that would befall him.
The girl looked at him, her dull blue eyes shimmering slightly as water welled up hearing his words, so sad, but so cold to her as well. "Because I love you...." she said, feeling herself also starting to cry at the thought of him trying to end his life.
They stood there in silence for what felt like hours, neither one speaking a word. After some time, Trent looked up to look at his engel (angel), but she was gone, vanished into thin air. The only thing that remained where she stood were small tears she left on the ground. Tears of sadness, and of love.
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I do have sanity, but its.......fractured, to say the least.....At least thats what I call getting a split personality of dark gemini side who seems oddly pissed off at every human being that walks the earth, and has a deep loathing for people who hurt me, but yet has a hate for myself, yet also loves me...........nope, im sane 100% *eye twitches*
hehe, well, its more my alter ego. Had a incident of temperary insanity, which gave me scitsophrenia, which resulted in Hark, which claimed to be my other self, since im a gemini. Despite me being normal again (for the most part) Hark still somehow clings, and is still here, giving her two cents now and then. Shes my mental scar or my temperary insanity
ya. In thebeginning, I wanted to do it, but later on I thought of life as my punishment. The that later changed to I couldn't do that to my baby brothers to have them know they had an older brother who killed himself. Now I just live life as regular, but still get down sometimes when I think about what could have been. But I just hope that at some poiunt I'll find some one at some point. And i regret those days when I thought about such depressing things.
Awwww, im sorry, I didn't mean to make you cry.
I'll be sure to let you know. I have a bunch of friends who are willing to listen if I need some one to talk to. Thank you very much ^-^
Awwww, im sorry, I didn't mean to make you cry.
I'll be sure to let you know. I have a bunch of friends who are willing to listen if I need some one to talk to. Thank you very much ^-^
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