Those closest to me know that I have been going through a massive amount of stress lately and it's brought my depression out full force. I won't go into to many details other then to say you try working 50 hours a week at your normal job, then come home and work another 30-40 hours on trying to start your own company, while dealing with a constant string of drama both from those you live with and those you love, and see how well you handle it. I just wish that the one I loved the most would see that and breath life into me once more like they always have in the past. But I fear that they are gone now, and I am very much alone once more.

Sorry for the rant...just feeling really really down right now...