I got this commission done, as last year i went crazy and had a bit of a breakdown......i played it down, but I'm still picking up the pieces, I'm halfway through therapy and still feel like damaged goods truth be told! I feel if i don't address certain issues soon, i really will end up in a padded room!! I'm getting there tho.......bit by bit.......
**Twitches**
Commission from DarkZel
**Twitches**
Commission from DarkZel
Category All / All
Species Unspecified / Any
Size 931 x 1280px
File Size 155.6 kB
Ive been there to bunbuns........it sux,but thats why i try so hard with psychotherapy,male survivor groups and other forms of therapy now.
I finally feel like im getting better after seriously doing it for a lil over a year.
I dont expect to ever be normal,but content and functioning.
And you can do it! ^_^
*nibbles*
Great pic btw
I finally feel like im getting better after seriously doing it for a lil over a year.
I dont expect to ever be normal,but content and functioning.
And you can do it! ^_^
*nibbles*
Great pic btw
What the groups like? (Answer me in private message if you want or email) I've always.......turned away from such things, i like sue (My therapist) and am working through some things. We did groups while i was in care for help with drugs, but the only help i needed with drugs back then was finding the money for them :) So i used to skip sessions!
I used to hate therapy in general and shunned it, as when i was 10 i went nuts, they had me in front of a load of cameras asking me how i felt? 0.o So i did not respond or take an interest in it. I found it horrible, you know the rooms, with a mirror in it and cameras on the other side yeah? **Shivers** God i hated it!!!
It was only till i was in care and had a youth worker to help me that i started talking to a counselor, I found it helpful, but here i am again, 9 years later needing it again!
I used to hate therapy in general and shunned it, as when i was 10 i went nuts, they had me in front of a load of cameras asking me how i felt? 0.o So i did not respond or take an interest in it. I found it horrible, you know the rooms, with a mirror in it and cameras on the other side yeah? **Shivers** God i hated it!!!
It was only till i was in care and had a youth worker to help me that i started talking to a counselor, I found it helpful, but here i am again, 9 years later needing it again!
I will respond to this,but only when I have more time.....shoot me an email at pokeypony[at]gmail.com and i will answer all yur questions there
Shit. Ain't been around, well been around but MSN turned off etc etc. Glad to hear of progress and yah, you been through a lot. I'd like to know what a real session is like, like when you ask questions do they actually get answered? I find it hard to get concrete opinions and thoughts out of the guy I chat with once in a while. Aaaand, I think I'll send you a wee pick me up of the colorful variety, what the hell eh?
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