Hey guys,
Sorry for the long post. A bit of an update and a quick drawing.
So far all I can say is that it's been only 3 months into 2017 in already I'm begging for 2018. Some reason I can get over these emotions I've been having lately. Like, all of my enthusiasm I've had for this year is just gone. My focus is just gone. My drive is gone. I wanted to leave this stuff behind when I left Delaware for good, but all of those mistakes just followed me here. Only thing I got outta that was trust issues.
Basically I'm not where I want to be right now. I feel caged. Too many questions I'm getting paranoid over. So with that being said, I got a lot of promises I'm gonna have to break. Posting here won't happen for a while as much as taking commissions and things like that.
Just to be clear I'm not trying to throw guilt on anybody. This is just something I have to get off my chest. I may not even keep this post upfor very long, maybe I'm just mad or something, I don't know. But I do want to close on this, thank you everyone for sticking with me up to this point in my life and career in. I wouldn't exchange you guys for the world because despite everything I've said you guys keep me going.
Don't know when I'm gonna be out of it, but I'll find a way. I always do somehow.
Later guys
Sorry for the long post. A bit of an update and a quick drawing.
So far all I can say is that it's been only 3 months into 2017 in already I'm begging for 2018. Some reason I can get over these emotions I've been having lately. Like, all of my enthusiasm I've had for this year is just gone. My focus is just gone. My drive is gone. I wanted to leave this stuff behind when I left Delaware for good, but all of those mistakes just followed me here. Only thing I got outta that was trust issues.
Basically I'm not where I want to be right now. I feel caged. Too many questions I'm getting paranoid over. So with that being said, I got a lot of promises I'm gonna have to break. Posting here won't happen for a while as much as taking commissions and things like that.
Just to be clear I'm not trying to throw guilt on anybody. This is just something I have to get off my chest. I may not even keep this post upfor very long, maybe I'm just mad or something, I don't know. But I do want to close on this, thank you everyone for sticking with me up to this point in my life and career in. I wouldn't exchange you guys for the world because despite everything I've said you guys keep me going.
Don't know when I'm gonna be out of it, but I'll find a way. I always do somehow.
Later guys
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