this has more to do with my obession with patterns
I am unhappy even on good days- like today was a perfectly alreight day... didn't stop me from crying all night and making a friends night a misery and a friend who has never had to see me like it or deal with me like it. In short I am an awful person... and you will tell me I am not. But I am. I know better, but I don't stop.
I am seriously debating if i should just dissapear for a while- take a break from the world... trying to open up just get myself and others upset, I repeat: I am an awful person.
any way the poem if you can call it that is more about my obsession with finding patterns than it is about me being sad- that is all the shit drawing on the side i think it doubles as a riddle too, if you know who it describes then congrats
I am seriously debating if i should just dissapear for a while- take a break from the world... trying to open up just get myself and others upset, I repeat: I am an awful person.
any way the poem if you can call it that is more about my obsession with finding patterns than it is about me being sad- that is all the shit drawing on the side i think it doubles as a riddle too, if you know who it describes then congrats
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A little kingdom I possess,
Where thoughts and feelings dwell,
And very hard I find the task
Of governing it well;
For passion tempts and troubles me,
A wayward will misleads,
And selfishness its shadow casts,
On all my will and deeds.
How can I learn to rule myself,
To be the child I should,
Honest and brave, nor ever tire
Of trying to be good?
How can I keep a sunny soul
To shine along life’s way?
How can I tune my little heart,
To sweetly sing all day?
Dear Father, help me with the love
That castest out my fear!
Teach me to lean on Thee and feel
That thou art very near.
That no temptation is unseen,
No childish grief too small,
Since Thou, with patience infinite,
Dost soothe and comfort all.
I do not ask for any crown
But that which all may win;
Nor try to conquer any world
Except the one within.
Be Thou my Guide until I find,
Led by a tender hand,
Thy happy kingdom in myself
And dare to take command.
Where thoughts and feelings dwell,
And very hard I find the task
Of governing it well;
For passion tempts and troubles me,
A wayward will misleads,
And selfishness its shadow casts,
On all my will and deeds.
How can I learn to rule myself,
To be the child I should,
Honest and brave, nor ever tire
Of trying to be good?
How can I keep a sunny soul
To shine along life’s way?
How can I tune my little heart,
To sweetly sing all day?
Dear Father, help me with the love
That castest out my fear!
Teach me to lean on Thee and feel
That thou art very near.
That no temptation is unseen,
No childish grief too small,
Since Thou, with patience infinite,
Dost soothe and comfort all.
I do not ask for any crown
But that which all may win;
Nor try to conquer any world
Except the one within.
Be Thou my Guide until I find,
Led by a tender hand,
Thy happy kingdom in myself
And dare to take command.
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