EDIT: Now we need $45 to pay an electric bill. My dad didnt pay it since this place was helping us but they didnt pay it all. I want to die

So to cut this short, my family is really bad with money. I want to leave this place so bad but Im stuck here. We dont have much food in the house and its making me feel so sick. I want to gather some money for myself to eat on as I go to college to at least have some energy when doing classes.

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Im not sure how this will do.....but I really have no other choice
Maybe some ych suggestions?? Idk... this is just getting out of hand
I can also take:
$5 for a flat fullbody like: https://cat-tus.deviantart.com/art/.....Rice-678147003
(originally $10)
And $10 for shaded half body like a half version of the example shown in the preview

im just......lost
You can share if you need, this is a real emergency situation thats affecting me badly
my TOS is here https://sta.sh/0124dfumgid0

thank you so much for reading, Im sorry again to ask