Hello to everyone who decided to read this text. Maybe you noticed that lately I didn't upload much drawings although I did quite a lot. I also didn't answer your comments and watches. I don't know what to say. It's just... you know, lots of things happened in my life. I end up studying and now I work at a real job. It's not "wow" for me. I feel like it's just... meant to be. Like I am 30+ years old and people of this age usually work. But actually my life didn't become easier after returning back home. Real life really pushes me down. During the whole December my mom pressed at me because we didn't have money to pay bills and debts. She did this every day. I don't know why she did it, because I knew about these problems (because most of these debts were made because of me). She also likes to "talk" to me about my weight and this irritates me much because it happens almost every day too. And today we had a conflict because mom says that I must help her with everything and I just don't understand what I should do, because she never tells me. I always tell her to tell me what should I do, but she never listens to me and we come back to this conflict on and on. And she just don't listen to me and just says that I'm lazy couch potato.
All these things push me down and I feel like I'm not 18 but at least 50 years old. I don't want this. And I don't want to talk to anybody. And I don't want to do anything.
Lately my USB flash drive broke. I don't know if it is possible to fix it in _our_ town. On this flash drive were all my drawings, that I finished and showed here and that I didn't show here or didn't finish at all. It's not really important, actually, nothing is important now...
I just want to rest. And I don't want to come back. I just want everybody to forget about me. About somebody who was called Mirinda.