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Oh dear, wasn't expecting to see this one again.
Basically what happened is : I was angry, upset, shook up and was trying desperately not to self-harm or cause any more damage to myself than i've done in the past. I have a severe problem with self-mutilation, part and parcel of my mental health issues and psychosis, which can end up on the dangerous scale. I've been trying so hard not to slip up, that I have started to cry out of desperation when I get these bad impulses. My worst fear is to actually hurt someone else during these episodes. Thankfully, I seem to be doing a lot better at internalizing the bad thoughts and impulses.
Sometimes i'll have a bad day, smack a wall or punch a wall, but then I walk away and try to cool my head.
Like I said, i'm doing much better now. I seem to have control of certain impulses, but others get through and make things physical.
But yeah, things happen...but hopefully fighting it will work out for the best. :)
Basically what happened is : I was angry, upset, shook up and was trying desperately not to self-harm or cause any more damage to myself than i've done in the past. I have a severe problem with self-mutilation, part and parcel of my mental health issues and psychosis, which can end up on the dangerous scale. I've been trying so hard not to slip up, that I have started to cry out of desperation when I get these bad impulses. My worst fear is to actually hurt someone else during these episodes. Thankfully, I seem to be doing a lot better at internalizing the bad thoughts and impulses.
Sometimes i'll have a bad day, smack a wall or punch a wall, but then I walk away and try to cool my head.
Like I said, i'm doing much better now. I seem to have control of certain impulses, but others get through and make things physical.
But yeah, things happen...but hopefully fighting it will work out for the best. :)
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File Size 161.4 kB
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