It's the worst! I say that I wanna end things, and just..drop people but it's hard lol

I don't like doing that, but at the same time I'm not gonna keep waiting on people to finally start treating me right, ya know?

My life. It's always me starting things cause ain't no one gonna message me. Then I gotta keep it going. It's like, if you don't want to just say it. Stop making me put in effort for something you don't care about.

*Clapping hands emoji*

And the worst part is I'm the bad guy for telling people they aren't doing enough. I'm bad for feeling like I'm carrying the attempt. It's like, when was the last time you even messaged first? How am I not doing enough? I'll give you that I'm boring and distant and cold. But that's not a reason to flat out ignore someone. Don't get so upset that someone is telling you this if you don't care. Fucking act like you care.

But sadly this is most if not all my furry interactions. Everyone has their clique. No one wants to put forth effort if they aren't already friends and if someone says otherwise they are terrible. It's enough to make me wanna stop completely.

Sorry 'bout stealin the show.