I certainly hope you find a way out. I cannot even begin to fathom what you are experiencing right now.

check yer notes *hug*

(hugs) I understand fully. I'm in the same room.

*hugs* I know the feels, hon. Here's hoping you get to smile again soon. :)

https://www.deviantart.com/mensjede.....emos-757228261

BTDT. Hate it.

Some days, I don't even know why I bother to get out of bed. The only thing that keeps me going is seeing what tomorrow might bring.

Things will take time, chief.. Time and contemplation. I know I can't speak for everyone but reach out to others (me included) if you need someone to lend a virtual ear. Don't forget that.

Sounds like you need to be around friends to re-orient yourself.

*hugs* I know what you mean.

*hugs* I feel for you. It sounds like a 1-2 punch in the guts.

Writer's Block happens.

HUGGGGGZ I have been in that same box a few times... Take things one day at a time... or one hour at a time. Been there a few times. You know it's bad when you are just dealing with thing from moment to the next just to keep yourself from going off the deep end... Did that too.

I do understand you feeling lost and in a void. It sucks when your compass breaks and you are floundering. HUGGGGZ

Focus on getting to Arizona. Or some other goal that won't be accomplished quickly and easily.

I know where that is, and it's a place I want no part of.

I hope to god you pull out of it, Jim.

Besides, we got MFM coming up to look forward to! :D

You have my number.

Sorry I've been so MIA dude, its my bad, life has been really pushing me around lately ;~;

I can't offer much in wise wisdom, but I will say I do hope everything gets better. As soon as it's possible for it too.

You're clearly in a state of shock.

*tries to jumpstart a caterpillar D9 bulldozer* "Stay toward the wall"

I've felt this way far too often in my life. I understand completely just how frustratingly numb things get.

It will pass.

Shitty place to be, ayuh.

My sympathies Rabbi.

When I don't like how things are, I often go somewhere else for a while. Like put on the "Welcome to Nightvale" podcast, and listen to the news from a town that literally doesn't exist.

When ammo is low, supplies are exhausted and enemies are danger close, with no air support, artillery or backup available, the only option is to go all out.

And don't skimp on the raw hatred and anger.

*offers hugs*

Not sure how much comfort this might be, but it's a rare artist that can strip their work down to the barest essentials and simplest lines, yet nevertheless get across some of their most powerful emotion.

Please do not dispose of this piece, as it comes from a very deep and profound place, and I think others can see that, too.

Hey listen. I don't know if you remember but we had dinner at MFF (I think) several years ago and we talked about guns and stuff and you probably don't know it but that was pretty friggin cool to me. You took time out for some random fan and we hung out and had drinks and it was just a good time. I don't know what my point is but thanks and I hope you find yourself a way out of that windowless doorless box. Maybe you can find a mirror, look deep into it and see what you saw, take that saw, cut a hole in the wall...

*leans against and offers ice cream * No fun at all. I just found out Mavra passed. She was cool. The feeling of nothing is shared. This will pass... I hope.

Me after months of commission works and finally having free time to myself.

Not exactly the same in this case. Serious depression has taken root.

I'm sorry. Of course. Insensitive of me, it's your time. Forgive me, I meant no disrespect.
I'm sorry to hear your in this predicament. I hope you regain that spark of inspiration and energy in you.

I'm sorry for your lost, and all these troubles. It may seem like Murphy's Law now...I know how you feel. My mom and I are being evicted by our own family, works been slow and tedious, health's not been the best...We all carry our own burdens. But we gotta keep going. Can't let the negativity drag us to the bottom, no matter what.
We gotta look for an outlet to keep us distracted and just get on our feet, move forward.

Don't let the bad keep you down.
I know you can do it, Rabbi.

Your own family are evicting you? What kind of shitduggery is that? I thought you Filipinos were all about family? I still can't grasp that?

My family is part German...

What do you expect.

German Scot here, We go to war the Thrifty way!

Very sorry to hear this.

You're in shock. Give yourself time to grieve. Grieve loudly and sadly, if privately. Two deaths suddenly and simultaneously is a huge burden, emotionally. Of course you're depressed, you wouldn't be a decent person if you didn't feel for your fellow human being. The numbness will pass, as do other things.

Take as long as you need. Talk it out. Give your tears to the lost.

I don't know what to say. Be strong and keep moving forward.

It sucks and it's a familiar feeling, and most of the time I can't get a better answer to 'Why Bother?' than 'Just Because'.

I'm having issues myself, through a delayed reaction to Mavra's death and other things. Having Panic-Anxiety disorder doesn't help either. I only really knew her the past three or four years and it was a casual friendship, but I feel a hole inside myself. I need to take the advice from up above and just let myself go and cry it out. With my nerves and depression, I ended up calling off work today, but I have to find a way through. I wish I help you more, but I encourage you to try and pull through this yourself.

I know you don't know me. I'm no one special. Probably the last person to give advice actually. I suffer from constant depression myself and endless thoughts of worthlessness and self defeat. However I realize that I am never alone... Even when I feel alone. Allow me to elaborate a little. I am not going to go into too much detail because quite frankly I kinda still have my fears. I... (Like probably 99.9% of the population of Earth) made a lot of bad decisions in my life. Some of which I have to spend a long time to repent for. I thought my life was over. I honestly was praying for real; because I just felt I was a wothless nothing meant to fail. However, when I recently returned from whence I had fallen. I found people were not as foreboding as I feared they would be. I have gotten everything from good moral support from total strangers that never met me before. To recently getting assistance with housing from people who are no better than I. Heck I was even shown kindness by total strangers who welcomed me in their Church despite not knowing a thing about me. Its now that I realize how truly blessed I was because I wasn't alone and that despite what one does there are those who will still support me and believe in me. Sir, as I said before I am no motivational speaker. Heck while typing this; I've been constantly looking over it for typos lol. But to make a long story short; you aren't alone. And though it is sad to lose someone dear to them; (coming from someone who lost several family members within a year including my mother and father) I don't feel that it would do their spirit good knowing that they left behind someone in grief . What I am saying is that they wouldn't want me to continue on forever in grief but instead hold my head up and not give up. They would want me to hold their memories in my heart as a burning flame to continue on in their memory; knowing that their strength that they have given you and me is their life.. their memories, their dreams. And tonight i wish to let you know that I want you to believe. Because I believe in you. I know your a strong willed man. Your a talented artist and befriended by many who like me believe in you too. You aren't alone, you have the support of many who probably never met you in person let alone know the first thing about you (including me 😋) but still support you and follow you because.. your special to them. Weather it is as a fan of your work or someone very special in your life that holds you dear; YOU MATTER! So don't give up on yourself.. heck I pretty much messed my life up royally, yet I just found people to helpe back on my feet. You have those people as well to lift you up out of the darkness of dispair . * Holds out his paw* all you have to do is reach out and believe. 😇


Okay if that was too long and sappy just watch this lol
https://youtu.be/tYzMYcUty6s



Okay I think I said enough XD