Sometimes i just want to get away. I run away from it all. But I just don't know where to go. I got no direction.
I didn't feel comfortable at what i called home. It was like a prison. I just wanted to get out of that hell, but there was no other place for me to be.
It felt like I always was alone at that time. Many people came and go in all that time. But no one I could explain to what i felt. I couldn't even explain it to myself. I didn't know what was wrong.
Many things have changed since then, but I still got that feeling from time to time. I just want to get away. When even silence becomes too loud.
I don't get myself. I hate myself for that. I don't want to be like that.
I run, I scream, but i can't get out of that. I just hope that it get's over.
The sun always rises again and i can find my way again.
I never know if it is the right way, but i know that i have to go on and find myself again. All the decisions i choose are mine.


In the end, that all is me.....but wherever my way goes, i will go on, until i disappear

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ChAar3Ytn_o

Art by  Silbermeow
Original: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/29440226/


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