"I hear you're living out of state
Running in a whole new scene
You know I haven't slept in weeks
You're the only thing I see
I'm a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
You stop, I start
But I'll be true to you"

So it's been a while since I've drawn Rainshadow, I really miss it, I really miss her...it's been 3 years now since I decided she was no longer my fursona and since then I've neglected her. She's still a huge part of me, a bigger part of me than Larka I'd like to say. Lately I've been highly nostalgic and for good reason, I've realized that something is missing, something is unfinished, I'm not sure what. My art has changed a lot, and I can't say I'm happy with that, all the commissions I've been doing have distracted me and have pulled me away from the real reason why I draw art. Now a days when I draw there's no emotion in it, I don't feel like it's part of me anymore, not like how it was when I would draw Rainshadow.

Rainshadow is still my muse and always will be, and I will never stop drawing her and she will always be a huge part of me. So here's a little gift, reminding you all that she is not gone and forgotten.

Rainshadow and art © me
Song © "Satellite Heart" Anya Marina