I'm hoping this reference lasts me a good 6 years or something this time because this took me like, months, and I don't wanna do that again :')

Also a note! He no longer goes by N also, only Neil. I wanted to separate this character more from my literal identity. Please do not refer to him as "you," "you look great in this ref," etc. This character is not meant to be me. He is a representation of a part of my mental self and also a way to deal with dysphoria and other things.

But anyway YES!!!!! Something to replace his old funky disgusting ref sheet shdjskfks
Some things are subject to change! I purposefully saved a densely layered PSD this time so I can make any changes later
His colors looked a bit extra warm on the monitor I was using so I hope he isn't too pale. Colors can be tweaked though so feel free to.

Anybody is allowed to draw him, just don't draw him naked please!
CLOTHING: https://sta.sh/2iq5cgwrkek

More info about him here!
TOYHOUSE: https://toyhou.se/4252111.neil