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This is one of those pages that really reflects me personally.
As a kid and then a teen I was so paranoid about anyone finding out about my little side that I really pushed everyone and everything away. To the point i was even scared to wear bright colours incase that somehow showed off my babyness and I'd be called out on it. It really was stupid looking back on it and I missed out on years of hugs and well....emotions really. IT was q pretty lonely point in my life, and I think even to this day theres still residue damage of all of that, I still struggle to initiate hugs even though I always want them
I think we will be back to CTN next week now that the dust is settling a bit more on my course and im feeling a little calmer about everything
Elly belongs to
If you really can't wait to see what happens next. The next TWO pages can be found on my patreon over here on the $10 tier https://www.patreon.com/squiggle
This is one of those pages that really reflects me personally.
As a kid and then a teen I was so paranoid about anyone finding out about my little side that I really pushed everyone and everything away. To the point i was even scared to wear bright colours incase that somehow showed off my babyness and I'd be called out on it. It really was stupid looking back on it and I missed out on years of hugs and well....emotions really. IT was q pretty lonely point in my life, and I think even to this day theres still residue damage of all of that, I still struggle to initiate hugs even though I always want them
I think we will be back to CTN next week now that the dust is settling a bit more on my course and im feeling a little calmer about everything
Elly belongs to
If you really can't wait to see what happens next. The next TWO pages can be found on my patreon over here on the $10 tier https://www.patreon.com/squiggle
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I'm so happy to see everything better between them now, Star can be more open and it's better for both of them emotionally! Though I do wonder if Star is gonna risk telling Elly about the blackmail/charity event.
Also I'm laughing at Star calling Fee a homewrecker XD I've just got the mental image of her slamming a door open and "you HOMEWRECKING HUSSY"
Also I'm laughing at Star calling Fee a homewrecker XD I've just got the mental image of her slamming a door open and "you HOMEWRECKING HUSSY"
For me it was less about people finding out and more about willingly exposing a side of myself that benefits from childish things. I didn't wanna get comfortable letting myself do things that would put me in a smaller headspace for fear of slipping up and accidentally doing something really childish like giggle or baby talk.
It wasn't a personal stuffy, but I recall my pups deciding they literally needed to tear one of their toys a new bunghole and pull the stuffing out. Then there was a phase where my tweenie dachshund would hump stuffed toys like a little fiend and we'd get more of a laugh out of it than we should've by our interjections as either Sigmund Freud or Dr. Ruth.
I can totally relate to this, it took me 25-30 years to say fuck it, and start getting cute things and use/wear them in public. Yes, my mug has a happy toony cow in it; Yes, I'm wearing a LionKing themed t-shirt at my 30's; Yes, I'm going to the theather to watch that new disney animated musical movie; Yes, my phone number, whatsapp and telegram icons have cartoon animals; Yes, my computer have cute pokemon stickers on it; Yes, I picked the kitchenware with pastel colors for my home. This is who i am, and I'm tired to pretend is not.
"To the point i was even scared to wear bright colours incase that somehow showed off my babyness and I'd be called out on it."
That is 200% me, and this whole conversation about how you were scared of hugging people, and wearing muted clothes makes me think back to when I met you in Anthrocon in 2019. It's a bit surreal to hear that you did the same things.
I don't know what I wore, or if you even remember me, but I'm pretty confident my clothes were muted as that's mostly what I have. I'm scared of being picked out of a crowd, have been since middle school so all my clothes have been greys and blacks. Hearing someone else put that they were scared of being found out and so wore muted colors resonates with me a LOT.
Thank you for this, and thanks for that hug back in 2019. IDK if you remember it but I remember you. That was the first time I hugged anyone who wasn't family in over a decade... So yeah :p thank you <3
That is 200% me, and this whole conversation about how you were scared of hugging people, and wearing muted clothes makes me think back to when I met you in Anthrocon in 2019. It's a bit surreal to hear that you did the same things.
I don't know what I wore, or if you even remember me, but I'm pretty confident my clothes were muted as that's mostly what I have. I'm scared of being picked out of a crowd, have been since middle school so all my clothes have been greys and blacks. Hearing someone else put that they were scared of being found out and so wore muted colors resonates with me a LOT.
Thank you for this, and thanks for that hug back in 2019. IDK if you remember it but I remember you. That was the first time I hugged anyone who wasn't family in over a decade... So yeah :p thank you <3
I might remember you if I saw a photo of you. I hugged a lot of people at Anthrocon. But I hope maybe you realise that wearing what you want even if you work up to super bold stuff with just a splash of colour on your clothes or a cute keychain or a wristband or...just soemthing to start stepping towards a freer you. No one is going to look at a primary coloured t-shirt and see 'oh you must want to be babied' once i started down that path of wearing what I wanted i started feeling more like me and then people could see me not as the masked person i was faking but as myself
I'm the same.
I was worried about how people would think of me if they knew how much I like hugs and general physical affection, like they think I'd be an incredibly weak person for it or something.
I've thankfully gotten' over that thanks to my friends, and able to express myself more without worry because of them. ^w^
I was worried about how people would think of me if they knew how much I like hugs and general physical affection, like they think I'd be an incredibly weak person for it or something.
I've thankfully gotten' over that thanks to my friends, and able to express myself more without worry because of them. ^w^
I did the same thing Gemma. Pushed people away and acted all adult and tough. Growing up everyone used to always say I was so mature. I remember after meeting people at RF I had a crash moment because I realized I had been doing that and that I had denied myself affection. I got more hugs that weekend than I had in multiple years before.
Yeah those first times of...hey im actually gonna allow myself to be hugged or..yeah I think that tshirt is cute im gonna buy it and wear it...just the weight that comes off your shoulders when you can be authentically you for the first time its addictive, and just liberating
now the fun can really begin.
star finally came out to elly.
it just took that homewrecker dog of star's to start it all.
like i sayd at the start Now the fun can really begin.
i can see some more baby foods and feeding's in Star's future.
maby Elly could get Star a baby styled swimsuit, or some more baby/toddler styled clothing, to wear around the house, as a December 25 gift ?
star finally came out to elly.
it just took that homewrecker dog of star's to start it all.
like i sayd at the start Now the fun can really begin.
i can see some more baby foods and feeding's in Star's future.
maby Elly could get Star a baby styled swimsuit, or some more baby/toddler styled clothing, to wear around the house, as a December 25 gift ?
this page feels oddly familiar...
it reminds me of why I'm so serious all the time. I wear dull and dark colors to hide any reason to believe I'm childish or I like being a child. not having very many trustworthy people I'd call friends also makes it quite difficult to be open about things like this.
My GF Actually shares a common interest in regard to Age Regression. she helps me cope, express myself and my emotions. Before I met her, the only emotion I knew outside of sadness was distressed. I would go everyday with this "Meh" attitude and by night I would be silently crying myself to sleep.
she became a caregiver to other age regressors after realizing her potential as a loving and caring person and being a mother of 2 only made things that much easier.
Elly is awesome! I wish there were more open-minded people like her IRL
it reminds me of why I'm so serious all the time. I wear dull and dark colors to hide any reason to believe I'm childish or I like being a child. not having very many trustworthy people I'd call friends also makes it quite difficult to be open about things like this.
My GF Actually shares a common interest in regard to Age Regression. she helps me cope, express myself and my emotions. Before I met her, the only emotion I knew outside of sadness was distressed. I would go everyday with this "Meh" attitude and by night I would be silently crying myself to sleep.
she became a caregiver to other age regressors after realizing her potential as a loving and caring person and being a mother of 2 only made things that much easier.
Elly is awesome! I wish there were more open-minded people like her IRL
This page feels a bit to close for me, I've been cutting everything that makes me happy out of my life since I was nine, I had to start making adult decisions when I was 11, and I've been emotionally abused since I could understand words, people have been making everything I remotely like the worst possible thing in my life from kids during school (even my friends) to my family criticizing my every expression immediately after saying they are family and won't judge, it's gotten so bad I can't even cry when I need to anymore, all I want is love and it feels like not even my own family does that, when my mom found out about my littlespace she found one of my three pacifiers, her words were "disgusting freak" and "oh god no" all the things mothers say to their emotionally defeated and weak children, sorry for venting all this to whomever reads this if you got this far.
Sadly, I still suffer just about all this going on 42. Grew up way too fast and never really had the time to be a kid. I've dodged several bullets as they are, but yes. All I want is family, but the family will not accept me as I am and I know it - my sister and her kids are already the topic of "freak show" commentary from the parents, so I've remained 90% closeted. BabyStar and her comics have encouraged a refreshing outing to my circle of friends, but with everyone being so physically distant and my being new to being little, I ... have no real outlet except my imagination. It also doesn't help that my income is so shallow - can't even afford to escape fully to the littlespace. It makes me feel more helpless than can be stated, beyond just having the strong desire to be little.
I'm sorry for the inopportune life you've been handed, I can understand your pain to an extent, no two situations are exactly the same, all we can hope for is that one special encounter with some rando that can change our lives like Manda and Lure so we can finally start to heal from the pain of others not understanding our inner-selves.
I’ve always been the opposite with my colours, I’ve always loved being the center of attention and wear really wild and crazy colours, one of my favourite shirts to wear is one of Weird Al Yankovic’s shirts, it’s basically a neon pink shirt with the word Tacky on it for his Tacky song from Mandatory Fun.
I relate to this page a ungodly amount i mean I still only wear black out like the brightest thing you’ll see me wear is a blue hoodie (I grew up in a hostile family (if you weren’t christen and straight and not into anything they are fine with you they also were really racist to the point I never had a darker friend come over for sleep overs because I was worried about what would happen (actually I really never had friends over because of how worried I would get of them finding anything in my room anyways (my room was pretty much a concrete floor and white walls and a bed and dresser so not really anywhere good to hide “stuff”)))) I still have nightmares of what has happened)
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