A year ago before you left
I asked you if you were using again (Uh oh)
A year ago before you left,
I asked you if you'd be gone in a year
You told me "I'm laughing my ass off,I just got out of detox
You told me "Oh, no dude, I won't be at all"
A year ago before your death,
I believed you when you said you'd be okay.

I know I shouldn't think of it, but I can't help but wonder…

What if your father was more than, just a little bit nicer
What if your mother had got just, a little more time
What if your siblings were more than, just a group of your blood
What if your life had been better, would've you still gone out that night?
Ooh, wuh uh oh
Ooh, wuh uh oh
Ooh,uh oh
Would've you still gone out that night?
Ooh, wuh uh oh
Ooh, wuh uh oh
Ooh,uh oh
Would've you still gone out that night?

A month ago before you left,
I told you that my mother had died (Oh no)
A month ago before you left,
I asked you if you could hear me out
I told you "I can't do this for me,so I'm living for you"
I told you, "Let's promise, that we'll stay alive"
A month ago before your death,
You said you can't make promises you can't keep


I know I shouldn't think of it, but I can't help but wonder…

What if your father was more than, just a little bit nicer
What if your mother had got just, a little more time
What if your siblings were more than, just a group of your blood
What if your life had been better, would've you still gone out that night?
Ooh, wuh uh oh
Ooh, wuh uh oh
Ooh,uh oh
Would've you still gone out that night?
Ooh, wuh uh oh
Ooh, wuh uh oh
Ooh, wuh uh oh

I wish I could fly back in time
And I wish I could've flied out that night
And I wish I could've gone with you then
So I could change your mind

A week ago, before you left
You did something nobody else had done
A week ago, before your death
You wished me a happy birthday and you didn't need a reminder cuz you did it on your own…

What if your father was more than, just a little bit nicer
What if your mother had got just, a little more time
What if your siblings were more than, just a group of your blood
What if your life had been better, would've you still gone out then?
What if your father had been just, a little less meaner
What if your mother had just more, than a little bit of time
What if your brothers and sister, were a little bit nicer
What if your life had been better, would've you still gone out that night?
Ooh, wuh uh oh
Ooh, wuh uh oh
Ooh, uh oh
Would've you still gone out that night?
Ooh, wuh uh oh
Ooh, wuh uh oh
Ooh, uh oh
Would've you still gone out that night?

Ooh, wuh uh oh
Ooh, wuh oh
Would you still be here tonight…?