this song isnt based on anything in case you're wondering

Lyrics:

you fall away
and I can't see it
oh I am alone say
my heart is thick full of lead now la
last year was good
to just my blind eyes
now I can't comprehend
thick globs of blood flow down my arms la

la la la la la la la la la

Ah I I need some help
Ah I I need some help
Ah Ah I I I I Help Help Me Me Now Now
Ah Ah I I I I Help Help Me Me Now Now

la la la la la la la la la

drowning in it oh
viscous fluid I am deep down in
and I still cannot feel it
it's just beyond my mind's denial
and I don't notice
even as I fall deeper down the thick lies
I don't want to see
you're gone and I can't change that for me

I wake up to
the room covered and
it's hard to move but still
I act the way I am suppose to
my body is
more of lies than blood
but I need to pretend
it's all ok even if you're gone

Ah I I need some help
Ah I I need some help
Ah Ah I I I I Help Help Me Me Now Now
Ah Ah I I I I Help Help Me Me Now Now
Ah I I don't need help
Ah I I don't need help
Ah Ah I I I I Am Am Fine Fine Now Now
Ah Ah I I I I Am Am Fine Fine Now Now

drowning in it oh
viscous fluid I am deep down in
and I still cannot feel it
it's just beyond my mind's denial
and I don't notice
even as I fall deeper down the thick lies
I don't want to see
you're gone and I can't change that for me

la la la la la la la la la