"I'll be running, falling deeper
Beating harder, holding on
Yeah, I'll keep running into the darkness
'Til I know I'm where I belong
I'll keep running..."
---Voicians - Running (ft. Samantha Harper) --> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6ogS1_X3Jok

community fashoinframe illustration, for Irus_yo [twitter]

but... I mean, I have ran away with this one a little. for personal reasons.
cards on the table, I don't play Sevagoth - I don't think I ever will much...? I tried to get into his playstyle but by the time he came out I was already way too deep in the pit of being a Nidus otp x)
still...! to me Sevagoth is more than a Warframe. Sevagoth is ... a goal, an inspiration. he is where I want to end up with my art -- inspiring, touching others, letting them take a piece of me with them, the way Liger's art and story does to me. because to me, that is what makes an artist.

I don't know if I will ever get there... I try to not measure myself to other artists as comparison, because we're all different.
but it's hard not to only see my shortcomings in the works of those who are better and/or more experienced than me. it's hard to keep the voices at bay that tell me "you'll never be that good, you'll never be enough..."
...
I have to keep going though. that's... literally the only thing I know I CAN do: fight to get better, fight to improve, despite that lead-heavy weight that the simple task of existing puts around my neck.

so I'll keep running...