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I'm very well privileged in my life, and yet, I'm not entirely happy either. I had many crushes at this point, and I even fell in love with someone, but as it seems it wasn't meant to be, and now... I feel I lack an ability to socialize. I'm well aware most or all my friends gave up on trying to be friends with me because they know I'm not very interesting overall.
I'm a bird with feelings. I feel I don't provide much value aside from posting art online, and I had thoughts of self-harm. I'm not horny or kinky enough to get along with certain folk in this community, and often times, I'm just not in the mood for it. I draw what I draw because I want to see my creations come to life, and I share my art online in hopes that others would enjoy.
I might delete this later...
I'm a bird with feelings. I feel I don't provide much value aside from posting art online, and I had thoughts of self-harm. I'm not horny or kinky enough to get along with certain folk in this community, and often times, I'm just not in the mood for it. I draw what I draw because I want to see my creations come to life, and I share my art online in hopes that others would enjoy.
I might delete this later...
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Another bird joining the chorus of offering to chat :D I have Telegram birdsnake
Maybe not the best time to ask, but: What do you want to talk about?
Kink stuff is an easy go-to for a lot of people on here. Particularly since your gallery on here is going to attract that kind of crowd.
So if you're not actually that interested in talking about it, what do you wanna talk about? What kinds of friends would you be looking for?
Kink stuff is an easy go-to for a lot of people on here. Particularly since your gallery on here is going to attract that kind of crowd.
So if you're not actually that interested in talking about it, what do you wanna talk about? What kinds of friends would you be looking for?
Fuck. This is horribly relatable.
Feeling not kinky/horny enough to be with RP crowd. Not interesting enough to be with interesting crowd. Not even good enough in terms of art to be with art crowd. Not active/consistent/charismatic enough to not be the forever "tag-along" and "disposable" one in any crowd... Just, almost a social inferiority complex...
I'm sorry to hear all of this. I hope it will get better. I really do...
Feeling not kinky/horny enough to be with RP crowd. Not interesting enough to be with interesting crowd. Not even good enough in terms of art to be with art crowd. Not active/consistent/charismatic enough to not be the forever "tag-along" and "disposable" one in any crowd... Just, almost a social inferiority complex...
I'm sorry to hear all of this. I hope it will get better. I really do...
This probably doesn't mean much because I'm just a throwaway account, but sometimes these negative thoughts are completely irrational. I used to think that people found me boring and pretended to tolerate me, so I would isolate myself. After speaking with my therapist, I took a stand against the fear of social failure and put myself out there.
And slowly, these rational experiences with friends won against the thoughts that my depression created. Your friends are probably enjoying your company more than you think. I understand this is easier said than done, but I want you to know that you are supported, even if your brain is telling you otherwise. You should never devalue/hurt yourself.
And slowly, these rational experiences with friends won against the thoughts that my depression created. Your friends are probably enjoying your company more than you think. I understand this is easier said than done, but I want you to know that you are supported, even if your brain is telling you otherwise. You should never devalue/hurt yourself.
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